FREYAIt's been three week since I lodged into a hotel with my kids. While I had found two jobs that I work part-time in; one at a restaurant and one at that same hotel we stay in as a cleaner, finding an apartment to rent has been a different story all together. One of the reasons it has been hard is also because I have been extremely busy. Working and taking care of six kids was not an easy feat. Jiel had really been trying. Speaking of Jiel, we still have not spoken since I left Laura's house. Even though I didn't want to talk to her yet, I was beginning to get worried at her, no contact for a week now. Did something happen? Did Zain or Jacob get to her or what? Maybe I should call her this time when I get back to the hotel. I am at my shift at the restaurant where I work. I work at the hotel in the morning, my afternoons are free and mostly spent the day sleeping, being with the kids or watching a movie, and then, I work in the restaurant from evening time, and I stay on shift

FREYA I stand there frozen, knowing exactly what she was referring to. She was referring to my sleeping with Alexander, even though I knew that would jeopardize my children's future. "Congratulations, I guess," my voice is strained and I curse myself for choosing that part of me, my vulnerable side to anybody. " You guys should leave the table, please and find other tables in the restaurant. I could help you. "' Don't bother, we are going to another restaurant," Stella sneers. " This one right here, is too contaminated."My mouth drops open. Stella stops just a few inches from me as she passes me to leave. She leans in, whispering;" Good fuck, huh? How does it feel exchanging a good life for both you and your kids for a good fuck, huh?" She taunts. " Maybe I should also let you know that we get fuck every day. Xander practically wants me everyday; on the bed, on the floor, in the staircase, kitchen and even the bar! Crazy right?!"She smiles at me. " Too bad you missed out on all

FREYA I could tell that something bad had happened. My subconscious could tell I was about to hear something that would change my life forever. Kate and Jerry's face said so. I shake my head. " I remember having plans to meet you guys at the restaurant I work at. But then, I stumbled across Alex and Stella, who said words that got to me," I pause, the events of that night slowly coming back to me. " I left because I couldn't take it anymore and I had my...."My eyes shot up at Kate, wide. " My kids! They were in the car with me!" I try to take quick breaths to calm myself, but I couldn't. "Where are they? Are they okay?".Kate and Jerry look at each other, and a cold shiver ran down my back. That look was not okay at all. Something had happened to my kids. I could feel the tears springing up into my eyes. " Please," I take Kate's hands. "Please, tell me they are okay. I already failed them a lot, I won't b

FREYAI alighted from the car in which Kate had drove me to the airport. Kate alighted from the car as well, and came to the back of the car where I was getting my suitcases. She reached for one of the suitcases, but I pulled it out of her reach. " I've got it, Mom," I gave her a warning look, knowing she would reach for it again. " Are you sure you can handle opening a branch over there all by yourself?" she asked for the umpteenth time. " At least take Jack with you, he's been with us for a long time. He will be quite helpful."I turn to Kate a frown on my face, and my arms folded across my chest. " You know, mom, at first, I thought you were just worried about me. But now..." I shake my head. " I'm beginning to think you just don't trust me at all," I accused. " Of course, I do, baby," she soothed. " I'm just worried. Things could get overwhelming."I place my hands on her shoulders. "Mom, I already have some people over there who would help in one thing or the other..." Mostly

FREYA I stood in front of my dresser's mirror, in the condon I had bought after a got here. Jiel came over once in while to stay with me, but since I started infiltrating the mafia world, I told her to stay away. I didn't want to drag into this, and also, she would only become a weakness, a way to get to me - which one of the reason I didn't want anyone from Texas, coming with me. I was walking into a war zone and in this war zone, they don't fight fair. It's a bloody dirty fight, one I'm determined to win. I stare at myself in the mirror, running my hands over the fabric of the gown I was wearing. I looked hot in this, if I would say so myself. The gown is mid thigh long, and had a plunging neckline. The sleeves are long, ending with funnel shaped cuffs that had some shiny stuffs on it. The gown clinged to my body like a second skin, showing off my curves. I had white heels on, with it's leg binding wrappping all around my shapely leg, up.to my calf. I twirl in front of the mirr