Semua Bab You, Ever Since.: Bab 11 - Bab 13

Natapos ang weekend pero sobrang bigat pa rin ng pakiramdam ko tungkol sa nangyaring encounter ko kina Rancher at kanyang girlfriend. Ngayon ko lang napagtantong mas mahirap pala magkaroon ng closure kesa saw ala at all lalo na kung may natitira pang feelings talaga ang isa sa dalawang mag ex-couple.I really feel demotivated and I just want to lie on my bed, but since I am a professional, I cannot let these emotions hinder my work. I have to endure this and hope that, sooner or later, I’ll get better.“Salamat,” sabi ko kay Jessie nang pagbuksan ako nito ng pinto. Even though I feel depressed, I can’t help but to notice that some of the unit owners residing in the same condo as me who were waiting for their rides were glancing at him. I cannot blame them though. Jessie is really a good-looking man and I, especially Ayn, could attest to that. It makes me suddenly wonder if he has a girlfriend already and, at the same time, I won’t be surprised if he has or he has none, because guys of

“Cheers!” Ayn exclaimed while raising her glass. Kakalapag palang ng waiter ang order namin pero eto na ito at tila gusto na agad ubusin. Napailing-iling nalang ako pero itinaas ko din ang baso ko. Nasa isang club kami sa BGC. Ang sabi nito ay sasayaw daw kami mamaya at hindi siya papayag na hindi ako sasama. Graduate na daw ako sa level 1 upang maging ganap na party girl. Ang lesson 2 daw ay ang pagsasayaw sa dance floor. “Hi!” napaangat kami ng tingin nang lapitan kami ng isang lalaki. Hindi pa nga kami nakaka-2nd round pero ito na at may lumapit na sa amin. I am used to people randomly approaching us at kahit pa kapag mag-isa ako. Cute naman ito in fairness. Iyon nga lang, bukod sa halatang mas bata ito ay hindi naman ako interesadong makipagkilala sa mga lalaki. Sa kaso naman ni Ayn, alam ko ding hindi ito pumapatol sa mas bata. She loves men who are mature and who can lead her. Medyo strong kase ang personality nito. “Yes?” tanong ni Ayn dito. “Do you want to share a table wit