Semua Bab Forced To Carry The Alpha's Child: Bab 131 - Bab 140

Kaylee pov Everyone else in the room slowly starts to fade away right before my eyes, his face is all I'm seeing when I feel hurt and betrayed by this revelation. "You used me!" I hear those words on repeat in my head over and over again before my lips form them into words. I thought it was something else, that it meant something to him, but I was just delusional. Or I fooled myself by the way I wanted him, I thought he wanted me as his mate. What he said wasn't true? He just used me for his gain? "That's exactly what he did, just like the ruthless Alpha he is. Or he would have told you before Kaylee, giving you the chance to decide for yourself what you wanted before he marked you. Did he give you the chance? Did he even try to explain anything to you?" I hear Heidi's voice to my right, every word is cutting through my body. Painful and raw, she could have used a knife, and that would probably have felt the same. My mind takes me back to yesterday, when I went in with him. Him

Heidi pov Alora walks over to his body on the floor and starts to examine it. Turning towards me before she slowly gets up. "Thank you for the offer, but I have to stay here and make sure everyone is safe once he wakes up. I took this decision for her sake, and it's best for you to get away from here right now," she says and walks over to her mate. He places his arm around her shoulder and pulls her closer to him before giving her a kiss on her forehead. There is no doubt her mate is a great man and loves her, but I'm not sure they are safe once Aron wakes up and realizes Kaylee is gone. "But are you safe once he comes to it?" I have to ask her when she doesn't take her eyes away from me, that woman is determined. "As safe as we can be, but for now that's all we can do. Kaylee needs the rest, and we somehow need to get on top of everything. There is too much we have no knowledge of, and before we do, we can't solve it with a bloodbath," she honestly say and I agree with her co

Kaylee pov Her words scare me to my bones. I'm not ready to be a mother yet, I have no idea what to do, and birthing a child when the situation is so messed up feels wrong. "Hey, I'm here," Heidi says to my side and grabs the towel from my hand, wrapping it around me before she wraps one around my hair. "Come, let's talk in the room," she says and pulls me with her out into the room, showing me to the bed where we both take a seat on the edge. "I'm not ready to be a mother. I have no idea how to be one, and bringing a child into this mess and instantly putting it in danger's way. "I can't, Heidi..." She stops me by placing a hand over both of mine in my lap. My heart feels heavy, I haven't even had my own mother. How am I supposed to fix this by myself? "The worry is natural to feel, I'm sure most of us felt the same way as you do. Even if we have grown up with our own mothers or not, the scary feeling you have is for the unknown of having a child, but I promise you once tha

Kaylee pov What are the odds of two women that are confirmed to be pregnant ending up dead by an accident? That can't just be an inconvenience. "Who killed them?" My voice is strained when I try to keep my emotions at bay, even if I right now even more than before want to crawl under the cover and shut out everything. "That's just it, no one knows. Since it's filed as an accident, there aren't any more investigations. This is another reason you are in great danger just by being pregnant with his child." She states when I place my elbows in my lap before covering my face in my palms. How, just how am I going to survive this? I'm a target from every direction at this point. If the wrong person gets to know who I am or who this child is, I'm dead or kidnapped for someone to force a ransom to hand me back. And for that matter, back to him because there wouldn't be any reason for the kidnapper to just let me go. "I know this is much to take at once, and I wish there would have been

Heidi pov Walking out of her room, I wait and listen to her do as I said and lock the door before I head out of the apartment. I'm making sure the front door is locked, and then I head down to the kitchen. I know there is no way I'm going to be able to avoid Liz's questions much longer, she has been nagging me the whole time since I woke up. I can't tell her much yet, I don't want anyone to know, but there will come a point when I need her and Aliza to promise me they will keep my daughter safe and raise her as their own when I'm not here any longer. Breaking the news to any of them will be the hardest part, I know none of them will agree to it. They will be upset over the fact I haven't told them before, but that can't be helped. I simply had no other choice than to keep it to myself, everything else would raise too many questions. I find the kitchen already full with people, and they seem to have it all under control when I hear fast footsteps move closer from behind. "We n