BivianneToday's our first official match. Since he is only an intrams, the only one we can compete with is the other department. This morning, our first team is against educ. Later in the afternoon it was against engineering.We were just watching the previous game. We are already dressed and just waiting for it to be over. When it was almost over, the coach called us to warm up. We only kick the ball on one side because of the crowd.After we finished warming up, I was surprised when someone covered my eyes. I immediately grabbed the hand that covered me and smiled."Oxem, come on. If I didn't know your hand, I might have elbowed you earlier."He laughed softly before removing his hands. “Good then. If someone else covers your eyes, kick them immediately."I hugged him. "What about your morning? Don't you have school?""It's also intrams at our school so there are no classes. They said we will just support our classmates who will play.""Hey, why are you here? Are you in my class?”

"I shouldn’t have hoped too much. If I didn’t do that, I wouldn’t be this disappointed now. If I didn’t expect earlier, I wouldn’t be this down now.I tried convincing myself that everything's okay. Remember what Oxem said? This is my dream. It has nothing to do with my studies, so I shouldn’t be afraid. But those words from mom earlier just covered that up.She doesn’t want a half-baked result, let alone a failing outcome. We lost to CSER. There’s no retaking it. I’m still a loser. I’ll surely be punished when she finds out. And she might find out soon.“Hey.” Yeshua and Oxem approached me immediately after the game. They both looked concerned. Even though Yeshua was exhausted, she managed to check on me.Actually, we’re all exhausted. We gave our all. I almost stumbled chasing the ball earlier. But all that was a waste of effort. We didn’t even manage to take the lead. That’s how strong the opponent is. Or this is how weak our team is.“I’m okay,” I convinced them. “I just need some

BivianneI was biting my nails while looking at the clock. And when it struck two in the morning, I peeked out of my room. I made sure Pinky didn't come back because I told her not to disturb my studies. He will surely be next.And at this time, Chester's guard is definitely not that tight. At this time, he was smoking in the garden downstairs while looking out the window of my room.That's why I have a window in the bathroom to go out to escape. I also told Oxem where to wait for me. After I arranged everything inside my room, I went straight to the bathroom where the long blanket that I rolled up to make a tie was waiting.Because I'm not that fat and tall I fit through the window. I had to wear really thin clothes because my body was just right. Our window here is small.I peeked to see if there was anyone before I went out. Because my bathroom window was at the back, I didn't see any guards. There is also a high wall here, so it is impossible for a thief to climb. Not to mention s

BivianneMy mom's away again. I never saw him again after he introduced me to Juanito and his daughter that I was supposed to marry. He didn't even explain what was going on. And he didn't even give me a chance to say no.I always knew that she was going to punish me. But don't like this! I didn't expect him to marry me to someone else. This is just too much!I still haven't told Oxem what happened at home. Even Yeshua didn't know anything. How can I tell them? After what happened, I didn't have the courage to tell them that I was getting married to someone else.I want to object to mom's plan, but how can I do that when she is no longer here at home? It was as if he knew I would object so he left immediately before I could scream. I should have told them when I had the chance. Maybe it would be better if I told Juanito myself.But before I could do that, I saw mom again. This time, he had breakfast. I just ran into him early because he often leaves early. Should I assume that he mean

BivianneI wasn't sure what happened for the next couple of weeks. I only go to home-school-company and occasionally I go to the academy. Ma'am Cynthia still comes as before but not like before, we are quiet. We are just studying.I'm learning the ins and outs of mom's company. Sofie, the secretary mom hired for me, teaches me.My relationship with mom is still the same. He still doesn't talk to me if he doesn't have to but I know that has changed. She's telling me about everything that's going on with the company now, but through the papers Sofie is giving me.I know that this is a huge leap in our relationship. Now that he is telling me what is happening in his company, it only means one thing. She trusts me. He has confidence that I will help him to save the company.And it was worse than I expected. Many shareholders pulled out of the company because of a project of mom's that failed. And it's not just an ordinary project. It's one of the biggest and longest projects mom is handli