CHAPTER THIRTYONE YEARAVERYThree hundred sixty-five.I stared at the number on my phone.Then stared at it again.It didn’t look impressive.Three digits.That was all.No fireworks.No fucking choir.No voice from the sky announcing that Avery Cole had somehow managed to go an entire year without putting cocaine into his body.Just—365 DAYSI sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed both hands over my face.One year.One year ago, I couldn’t imagine thirty days.At seven days, I wanted to leave treatment.At thirteen, I told Bennett he was a manipulative bastard and threatened to fire him.He reminded me he didn’t work for me.At twenty-two, I spent half the night walking because the craving wouldn’t stop.At thirty-eight, Whitney was kidnapped.At thirty-nine, I went back.At seventy-six, I came home.At ninety-seven, Whitney and I finally slept together again.At one hundred fourteen, I nearly relapsed.Nobody knew about that one except Whitney, Enzo and Bennett.I had been at a b
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