Despising the Bachelor のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 18

I could still remember what happened years ago vividly inside my mind. I will never ever forget that, and I will never forget the pain that I was feeling inside my chest when I saw Kionno cheating with Beatrice. We both met Beatrice way back in college. She was a Biology major back then because I heard her family was a family of doctors. She also needed to be a doctor herself.I was the one who met her first in one of my general elective classes. She was a transferee from another campus so being the friendly girl that I was back then, I briefed her on everything she needed to know to survive in the university. We were in three classes so we would often accompany each other in-between classes.She was nice at first. She was very shy and timid—not until I introduced him to my then-boyfriend, Kionno. Things turned 180 in like a snap of a finger. She followed him everywhere, and would only agree to hangout with me if Kionno was around. Once I even caught her having Kionno’s picture as h

“He’s the one from the club, right—?”“I’ll be okay, Isaac. Thank you so much for everything,” I immediately cut him off, my eyes are still plastered on Kionno who was just allowing himself get soaked in the rain.“B-But—“I looked up to him, and gave him a reassuring smile. I can already feel the hard thudding of my heart against my chest. I know very well that Kionno is just watching my every move, and I don’t know why I’m even nervous in the first place. It’s not like I’m doing anything wrong, right? And why is he even here in the first place? It’s raining, for Pete’s sake!With a defeated sigh, Isaac said, “okay, then. Call me if you need me. Here, take the umbrella.”“No,” I said firmly, my hands are already shaking. “Please just go now.”With a small voice, he replied, “okay,” before walking away.I was left standing there, getting soaked under the rain, standing face-to-face with my ex-boyfriend who was looking at me intently.I bit my lip before walking closer to him. I could

Flashback…I couldn’t believe I was capable of feeling such mixed feelings not until I saw the two likes plastered in the pregnancy test as I my grip around it was becoming tigher and tighter, as if I was afraid that if it’d fell, the ground would suck it up.I did the second one, but it was still the same results—positive. Those sudden cravings and intense irritability were not just a coincidence. After all, I was also two weeks delayed, and never in my entire life did I have a delayed period before now. The signs were all to obvious, and were clear indications that I am pregnant.“Fuck,” I cursed under my breath as I stared at the results.What went wrong? We made sure to be safe and careful to avoid situations like these. After all, I know that we’re still not ready for such responsibility.What should I do?As I reached for my phone, I could feel my hands trembling even more so I gripped it tightly for the trembling to stop. I am inside one of the mall’s cubicles because I was t

Isaac offered me a decent position in his family’s company. Apparently, he is now the CEO of Avila Corportation, one of the competitors of Kionno’s company. I don’t know why, but that made me feel a little victorious.I immediately accepted the offer because I really needed it. I’m already done with that line of work. The pay was good, but I no longer want my safety to be compromised. And now that I remembered, I could no longer feel like someone has been stalking me lately. Whoever that stalker was, he probably had stopped already. I don’t know. I don’t want to talk about it. Just the thought of it is enough to send shivers down to my spine. However, I still needed to submit the required documents, and be interviewed by the HR for formalities. I still have lacking documents so I needed to work on them as soon as I can. Isaac assured me that I’d get hired regardless so it was enough to keep me at ease. For the next few days, I spent my time gathering the documents and looking for Vi