Lahat ng Kabanata ng Alpha’s Hate And Redemption : Kabanata 91 - Kabanata 100

{ Anya }I leave the room with shaky legs and a loud mind. There are a lot of eyes on me even though everyone is sitting down, eating dinner."What the fuck happened?!” Klein exclaims, walking up to me as soon as he sees me. He looks wild, as if he had run his fingers through his hair a million times, "Are you okay? The council fuckers forbade me from entering."I raise my hands to stop him and I let out a hysterical chuckle, completely unable to believe that I'm really in this situation. And, by the way, the sight of Klein’s face is irritating me much more than it should. I want to tell him to leave me the fuck alone.I want to go back inside with Jae, make him stop looking so sad… but especially, I want to make him get up from his knees. My arrogant, strong Alpha doesn't belong on the floor, kneeling before anyone. Not even me.Or at least that’s what my wolf thinks. I don’t give a shit about him… not that much. Or at least I’m trying not to. "Where's Tate?" I ask, looking around

I spend the rest of the night talking to my parents, something I had never done before, then I end up sleeping in my old room… actually, I just lay in bed looking at the ceiling and fighting the nausea.I can't stop thinking: are they having sex right now? Is Anya asking Klein to mark her? Is Klein's wolf coming out to claim my woman as his forever?"Fuck, damn it," I mutter and sit on the bed, leaning my elbows on my knees. I stay in that position until the sun starts to rise, unable to disconnect my brain for even a second. I keep thinking about that day when Anya told me she loved me and I pretended to be asleep. Or the conversation when I told her the only thing I loved about her was her pussy. How much of an asshole can someone be?Why am I like this?Honestly, I never believed for a second that she could love me back then, and, I hate to admit this, but I still don't. Maybe she felt the same attraction I did and she let her tender heart think that was love, but it wasn't. Or

{ Anya }I sit on my bed once I'm wrapped in my robe and just focus on calming my breathing and stopping the tears, but I can't. I've had the worst... twelve hours of my life. Well, maybe not the worst, I think it was worse when my father died, but this is seriously up there.After finding out that the man who has hurt me the most is my fated mate I had the worst night of my life, tense and incredibly uncomfortable next to my boyfriend, who was only making everything worse with his shitty mood. Then everything exploded this morning while I was making breakfast, Klein came in yelling at me, calling me stupid in a lot of different ways and getting closer to me with square shoulders and clenched fists in a way that made me step back in fear.Then I heard my son screaming and having a breakdown while the image he had of his father crumbled. And while I was holding him and trying to calm him down, I looked at Klein and saw the satisfied smile on his stupid face.He was glad my son was hur

"I think I should wake him up soon, he never even ate breakfast," I mumble with a sigh and start caressing Tate’s forehead softly, "We have to be a united front.""Of course. But... what happened in there wasn't normal, Anya. He was rage fueled and then he cried so hard he stopped breathing for a couple of seconds until I put him back under the water. Has that ever happened before?"I sigh."Only once, but it was for such a dumb reason. He had this old as hell bunny that was basically disintegrating and one day I decided to throw it away. When he realized, he got like that, he cried so hard he stopped breathing and that's when I discovered the shower trick," I admit, Jae grimaces as if he’s worried. I know it's the bare minimum, but seeing he cares so much about Tate is making me feel stuff I shouldn't, "His doctor said it's not a huge issue, but he should start therapy soon. He might have anger issues and we need to know why. I mean, I know we're divorced and that's hard for a kid, b

"I know there's still a long way to go before you forgive me, but I'm willing to go through it," I let him know, daring to hold his little hand in mine. He gives me a cold look, "I love you, Tate. And... I love your mom, too. A lot. I'll do everything possible to get her to forgive me too, and then… maybe… I can make us all be together."That’s a BIG maybe. Tate furrows his brow and looks at me as if he's considering that, but he doesn't say anything for a long time."Would you like that?" I push, squeezing his hand, "Us, being a family?""I don't know yet. I wouldn't want to put my mom in danger," he murmurs, looking away from me again. I take a deep breath to try to hide how much that hurt, to know he thinks Anya is in danger with me… just like everyone did when we were together, "Drive me home, Jae. I need to think about my answer.""Okay," I murmur with a sigh and start the car to take him to Anya's house. As soon as my car stops, the door opens and Anya comes out of the house as