Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Alpha's Golden Eyed Luna : Kabanata 81 - Kabanata 90

ZEKE.The coffee burns the tip of my tongue; I drop it on the table, and slam the paper works- which are not yet signed, my head banging with a headache. I could use some drugs, but I don’t seem in the mood to be shoving medicine down my throat. The work has been piling up and up these past few days.More letters from that unknown sender. Goddess, who is even doing this? My mind is drifting away even when I am in the room, the familiar interior of my office does not seem to faze me. Nothing does. I could go see Logan right now, but dude seems like he’s going to need all the rest he can get, Astrid’s figure pops into my mind. She’s making me go crazy, I see her every time I close my eyes, and I know that this does not have anything to do with us being mates. Some people might be mates, but they might not even be in love. Harsh reality of life. Damn, it’s hard to work whenever I am thinking about her. Inside, I am messed up, and outside, I am just trying to find a reason to be happy,

ZEKE.The morning sun gleams from the window down to my face, my eyes suddenly peeling into the room, I crouch my brows before shaking my head. My hands are lazily draped around Astrid’s waist, for a moment, everything stilled.What if things could be like this? What if I could wake up without this whole responsibility on my shoulder? What if it was just me and her, I was a normal person in the pack, just coming home after work.What if things were like that and not like this? I sighed, I stared down at her body pressed against mine, heat vibrating through me. Thousands of thoughts ran through my mind last night about how she would be feeling when she found out about Juniper.That was why I came here to her room, to make sure everything was alright. I would never forgive myself if anything was wrong with her. I would burn the world, and make sure there was nobody except us. I stand up from the bed, gently enough not to wake her up. I perform my morning routines, before putting on a s

ASTRID.“Are you sure this is a good idea?” I ask, while Diva pulls me along. We are walking towards the shopping store. Earlier, Diva had suggested we go shopping to ease out the stress, honestly I don’t know how shopping reduces stress for her, but let’s see what we have in store.“It’s going to be so fun.” She laughed, before opening the door of the clothing store, the expensive aroma of the place hit me hard. For a moment I stopped and breathed in, allowing myself to savor the familiar fragrant smell I have missed for five good years. My mother and I used to go shopping a lot, remembering those moments brought a smile to my face.She would be so happy seeing me here, I just wished she was here with me that would have made me excited. “Okay, Girl. What are we getting that’s going to make our men die out of beauty?” Diva pulls me along towards the rack of clothes, her bursting energy radiating around making me want to smile too.It’s been a whole day and I haven’t seen Juniper, the

ZEKE.“You are crazy.” I say, before taking a step backward. My eyes blaze with fire, my hand twisting into a hard fist. The thought of rejecting Astrid makes me grow crazy.I stare at the red-haired woman with angry eyes. “Leave this instant!”“Sorry, Alpha, but I am not going anywhere.” She says in a sing-song voice that irritates me, her face turns dangerous. “You never even marked her. Did you?”I am taken aback by her cold words, how the fuck did she know that?She laughs, and I can feel the disdain in her voice. She jiggles her body over to me, before placing a hand on my bulging bicep. “I know everything. Zeke.” The way she pronounces my name is in a hiss.How much did this woman know? About my pack? About everything?“I will give you time to think about it, because if you don’t reject her, then your pretty blonde unmarked vixen will get hurt, badly hurt, and trust me. There’s nothing you can do. Do you understand me?” Her words are cold, each sentence slicing through my skin.

JUNIPER.‘He was mine, and I was. Our worlds were different, but somehow it managed to collide, and together. We formed something so beautiful...’I snapped the book shut, feeling the air whooshed out of me. I have finally completed the romance novel that Cleo brought for me in order not to be bored.I guess there’s only a reason I like romance novels, they always have their happy ever after, the sweet love that forms between them, the adventure and even the long race they conquer together before getting their happy-ever-after is what makes those novels special, but now, as I lie on the bed in this little house, staring up at the ceiling. I wonder if my happy ever was ever even guaranteed.I sighed, then grunted, the stir of my stomach reminding me that I didn’t have lunch, it’s night now, and I am alone in this room, in this world where nothing seems to be working out.There’s a bang on the door and my heart jumps in fright. I stand up from the little bed before making my way towards