Semua Bab My Ex-Husband’s Regret: Bab 131 - Bab 140

Henry. I had thought I had heard it all this morning but guess what Steve gave to me was just the icing on top and not the whole thing. Gwen had evidence and she wasn’t just saying this because she hated Emily, I knew she wasn’t. She was doing this because she wanted me to know what kind of person Emily was, and what kind of person she was hiding from me and the whole world. Gwen always has a good heart, and one thing I know is that this was true. “Look Gwen, I’m not saying this to upset you or to make you feel bad but it’s….it’s just so hard to believe. Is this child even mine?” I asked, staring at her confused. But I noticed she wasn’t looking at me but my hand that was holding hers. “Let go of my arm Henry,” she said and I quickly took my hand off hers. “Sorry,”“Believe me or not Henry but you should know this isn’t the first time Emily has been acting this way. I knew nothing about this because we weren’t together anymore, Emily broke my trust so I decided to stay away from

Ryan. Jealousy. A word I wasn’t familiar with since I had nothing to do with feelings. This feeling often refers to thoughts or insecurities, fear or concern over a relative lack of possession or safety. I was feeling that right now and I hate it. I hate having this odd new feeling moving inside of me and it was all because of a certain red head with a hot body. I was more of a nightstand man, I hated relationships and anything that had to do with them but that changed when I met Gwen. She was everything but then my hopes got dashed when I found out she was married, she was fucking married and I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe the first time I wanted someone, the first time my dead heart started beating for someone and it turns out the woman was married. She was fucking married and even had a child, did that stop me from knowing more about her? No, I don’t give up easily, I always get what I want and since the first time I set my eyes on Gwen, I knew I wanted he

Gwen. His lips connected with mine but he didn’t start kissing me immediately, he left his lips there without moving or doing anything. I opened my eyes and caught him staring at me. He smiled when he saw that I was no longer closing my eyes. “You are beautiful Gwen and very soon you will be mine,” he whispered against my lips, I wanted to say something but he stopped me by moving his tongue in my mouth. His tongue tangled with mine as he kissed me. It wasn’t an earth-shattering kiss or the one which was passionate. It was something more primal, something more sexual between us and we both felt it. We felt the difference in the air as we kissed. It was different from the kiss we had before but I didn’t mind. As I got lost in the kiss, I realized something; was I using Ryan for just what I would gain?I knew he liked me—at least that’s what I thought—but I’m not too sure if I like him the way he does. Ryan pulled from the kiss snapping me from my thoughts, I forced a smile so he

Gwen. I picked up Jas and Jace from the preschool before taking them to the mansion. Luckily for me mother and father were eager to spend some time with Jasmine and Jason, they even planned on going out of the country for the night. I couldn’t say no since I was in need of this little time with Ryan. As I did my light makeup, I couldn’t help but think about what Mother said. She was right about asking what was going on between Ryan and me, I had no answer to that since I did not know what we had or where we were going with this. She advised me to talk with Ryan and asked him what he truly wanted. I didn’t know what Ryan wanted or expected, did he want a relationship with me or he just wanted to be a fuck buddy? And what do I want? Do I really want him to be my boyfriend or do I only want a sexual relationship from him? I was determined to get over Henry but am I doing it the right way? I didn’t want to hurt Ryan, especially if he was sincerely interested in having a relationship w

Gwen. I moaned into the kiss again, it felt different from the other ones we had had before, I would blame it on the alcohol. It was the one thing that was engineering me to do this anyway, even though I knew this was wrong. I was doing the one thing I said I wouldn’t do. Am I wrong in wanting to have sex with another man I do not love, even though I know he wants this as much as I want this? I held Ryan’s hair as his kisses went down my neck, I pulled him closer as he connected his lips with mine again. “You are so beautiful Gwen,” he whispered, as he pulled from the kiss again. “You too,” I said and then blushed when I realized what I just said. “No….I didn’t mean it like that…” I stuttered and he chuckled softly. “No matter what you meant by that I don’t care, Gwen,” he said and then kissed me again. “Ohh….” I moaned softly as his kisses went down and down until he was staring at my naked chest. “So beautiful, you look so perfect Gwen,” he whispered with his eyes locked on