ISA ISA niya talagang tiningnan ang pictures ko. Binabasa kahit mahaba ang caption, minsan pati pa comments ch-in-icheck. Kunot ang noo niya nang nabasa ang ilang months nang naipost na picture na may comments ng kaibigan ko kaksama si Luis."You have the worst crowd," he said.I sighed. "How can you say that? Kailangan ba nasa mga nerds ako para masabi mong tamang crowd ang kinabibilangan ko?""No, but how are you so close to these. Most of your friends are rich and bums. Most are involved in illegal drugs scandal as well. At hindi ba, last year lang naaalala ko na pinroblema ng Papa mo ang aksidente sa drag race ninyo sa Cebu?""So... you know me?""l know you by name. Your father is my boss and he talks about your crazy escapades whenever he's mad." "Talaga? Hindi mo pa ako nakikita talaga?"His jaw clenched. Sinipat ko naman siya, hinahamon talaga ang sinabi niyang hindi niya naman ako kilala. How is that even possible right? That's out of this world! I decided to give away my vir

WE TOOK at least five pictures together. Sa unang tatlong pictures, natanto kong hindi ko alam paano magpose kasama siya.Nakatayo lang ako, ganoon din siya pero dalawa roon ang nakatingin siya sa akin. Menacing and awkward smile while he's watching me.The third one was a stolen shot. Sa ibang angle iyon at nagkatinginan kami.The fourth and fifth pictures, I directed at mas sweet. Iniisip kong maganda iyon ang iupload.I heard the splashes from the pool habang nakatingin ako sa cellphone. Nilingon ko at nakitang naghubad na ng t-shirt si Damon at naligo na! "Hey, you still have solo pictures!""No way."Umirap ako at imbes na sumuko, kinuhanan na lang siyang basa. Sa cellphone ako una nakatingin pero hindi ko mapigilan ang paglipat ng mga mata ko sa totoong Damon sa harap.He's good looking, alright. His muscles were all in their right places and it suited his height. Hindi rin siya sobrang puti o sobrang moreno. At kahit basa at magulo ang itim niyang buhok ngayon, guwapo pa rin si

IT WAS PAST TWO when we went home. I was exhausted from all the walking. Madalas ko pa siyang hilahin para mapagod nga ako and it was successful.Nasa tabi kami ng pool pagkatapos mag swimming. Naka higa ako sa lounge samantalang abala siya sa pagbabasa. Hinihila ako ng antok. Lalo ba dahil hinihele ako ng hangin at magandang tugtog.Sa huli, umahon ako. Napabaling siya sa akin at masama akong tiningnan."What's with you?" he asked because of my sudden move.Hindi ako puwedeng antukin at matulog! Ire-reserve ko ang tulog ko mamayang gabi! Tingnan mo 'tong mokong na 'to at parang walang problema!"Ang sakit ng katawan ko, maybe I should request for a spa," I said trying to dodge his question.Umiling siya at bumaling na naman sa binabasa."Alright. We'll have our spa later. Before our dinner, I'm gonna use the gym. How about you?"Medyo lumakas ang loob ko dahil naisipang magpa spa, bukod pa sa antok na ngayon, at pagod pa, siguradong sigurado akong makakatulog ako!I smiled and leaned

HINDI NGA LANG tuluyang natanggap ng isipan ko dahil kahit naman marami akong eskandalo, may kaunting dignidad ako pagdating sa bagay na ito! Damon was a manwhore. He'd probably cum fucking anyone!Meanwhile, I couldn't even get into the mood with Luis, enough to do it with him. Kaya bakit? Bakit ngayon ganito?Okay, I'm already an adult. I have hormones. Kaya mas matindi siguro ngayon? Hindi ko na alam...Gusto kong maiyak pero hindi pa ako ganoon kadrama para tumulo ang mga luha ko. Lalo na tuwing may bumubulong sa isipan kong nasarapan naman ako!I don't know how to face Damon right now. What if he'll tease me? lisipin niya ba na gusto ko siya? lisipin niya ba na hindi ako makapagpigil pagdating sa kanya?Na may... hidden desires ako? That's horrifying to think about!No way!That was a mistake, Damon. Should I say that?Of course, yes! Alangan namang sabihin ko na puwede kaming maglaro ng ganoon habang mag-asawa pa. To just enjoy this marriage while it lasted? Para lang din naman

THE MASTER'S BEDROOM was spacious. He even has his own walk in closet and a bathroom with a large tub.Naghohotel ako at minsan tumitira na ako halos sa hotel namin, pero bukod doon, wala na. Laking mansiyon ako. I couldn't even remember a time when I went to a condo or there is a need to. Kaya medyo mangha ako na may malaking espasyo pala sa mga ganito. Parang hotel room lang din pero mas magandaThe interiors are a blend of black, white, and gray. The placement of the lights were artsy and modern on the walls, giving off drama. He had modern art pieces like abstract paintings and even brass metal art.Medyo impressed ako roon. I was used to jars and classic touch in our house so a modern one like this amazed me a bit. And how it was all cleverly put together. I wonder if he hired a designer for this, or he just did it himself. Kung sabagay, hotelier siya. He must know a thing or two about these things.Sa baba noong brass metal art sa landing ay isang console table na may platong la