Semua Bab The Alpha, The Beta or The Rogue?: Bab 31 - Bab 40

The atmosphere in pack today had been unsettled. Things were rarely communicated with us with us not being a part of the actual pack, so we were only told things on a need to know basis, but I had a skill of being able to pick up on auras, and it was unnatural today. An uneasy air throughout the pack no matter where I went. We did the training we normally did amongst ourselves, though today when we looked to go and use the training field at the time we usually were able to, we were sent away, the pack warriors in the middle of what appeared to be some seriously heavy training. Which only added to my concerns. Warriors do not train in such a way unless trouble was coming. Were they anticipating trouble? Surely if that was the case they should have the decency to inform us? We may only be guests on their land but we helped in their defence on their last invasion. Surely they would consider that… I felt on edge myself now, as did my wolf, Rek, and there was little that both

My heart felt like it had stopped. I was always certain I would never have a second chance mate. My aura so dark after I lost my fated mate, I thought I was a lost soul, never to be fixed. Unable to heal. Why would the moon goddess have chosen me for this goddess in front of me? She was heavenly, of that there was no doubt, but did I deserve her? Her wailing stopped and she fell to the floor, seemingly in sleep, or collapsed from tiredness, I was truly unsure. But one thing of which I was sure, was that I needed to return her to the safety of Mystic Shadow Pack, to the Alpha and The Beta there, they would know what needed to be done. I was yet to decide of what I should do about the fact she was my mate. She was beautiful. And clearly had the affection already of a strong and handsome Alpha and Beta. Two men perhaps more worthy of her than I ever could be. I may have been blessed with her as a mate, a second chance, but I was nothing but a rogue now. Living on the terr

To receive that mindlink to say Evelyn was back on our territory filled me with relief. I had done nothing but freak out since we had come off the phone to her brother Jacob and heard she had never returned to pack. Hearing what had happened to her had broken my heart. I knew that pain. That loss you feel when you lose your mate. And to know she went through it alone. A pack member being the cause must have been hell for her and her wolf, likely sending them into a blind panic. The way the actions of her wolf were described sounded crazed, she was struggling. She was in pieces. She needed someone there for her. I wish I had been there for her. Instead, she was alone. All alone, unsure of what to do. Fearful of her own pack, and in a panic. But for her then to have disappeared with no response sent me and Cayden into a blind panic too. Yet Jacob told us not to hunt for her, to stay on our own territory. Not to risk ourselves for her. He had no clue, that I think I would di

I stood in my office, talking to Beta Jacob of River Ash Pack, Evelyn’s brother, on the phone. He had been desperate for news on his sister. Understandably so, as had we when we had heard she had fled their pack after the events of earlier today. “Evelyn is with us.” I told him as soon as I had greeted him. “What?! Thank fuck. Bring her home.” He tells me. “No.” I say bluntly. “What do you mean no? You know she follows the orders of her Alpha. And he summoned her to come home, return to pack, so you tell her to get over what happened, stop throwing a tantrum, and realize her pack needs her.” Jacob says, and I have to say I am shocked at how cold he actually sounds. This is his sister! She had lost her mate earlier at the hands of one of her own pack mates. How can he have no compassion or sympathy toward her? “Erm, excuse me, but things have changed. She will not be returning to you, now or ever. Firstly, do you have no fucking heart? She is suffering the

Hearing the words of the doctor within the hospital, I had no clue what made me follow the doctors to the forest. My priority had been to search for Evelyn, but I knew my friend may need my support too. Yet a part of me hoped that with the fact Cleo had mentioned she had seen Evelyn head in the direction of the forest on the security footage we may see her on the way, or when we get to Cayden he may have seen her if he had been running out in the forest… Never did I imagine I would find this upon my arrival here. This is not what I thought I would see. Cayden on his knees, next to what he says is his new second-chance mate. Telling the doctors he has marked her. To save her life. Which when their wolf is absent through trauma or other cause this is not an unexpected action, one of desperation to bring your fated mate back to you. A means of saving their life. Then to say he had licked her wounds too. Something so personal, so private. Intimate. Something only close family o