Lahat ng Kabanata ng To The Two Alphas I Love: Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

{ Asheron }I’m not really a kinky person, all I know is that I like to take charge of Georgie in bed, order her around and rough her up from time to time because we both get off on it. But what happened here with Cain was one hundred percent out of my comfort zone…That does not mean it wasn’t hot. Because it fucking was. When I realized my wolf wasn’t jealous or possessive, it dawned on me that I was the issue. My human morals or lameness or whatever. So, I forced myself to stop feeling that way and look at this as a one time only, kinky situation. That’s when I started to enjoy the way Cain was his chaotic self all over Georgie, consuming her in a desperate way. Georgie didn’t know what to even do with herself because she’s not used to such a frantic man doing whatever the hell he wanted to do and pulling the rug from under her so many times. She’s used to me being in control all the time, taking my time making sure she’s comfortable before going too hard on her. I know I’m not

I come to a halt when I see what's happening in the garden. I already knew Asheron was talking to Georgie, but seeing what they're actually doing makes me reconsider everything. We said no one could kiss her, but those two are eating each other’s faces and only seconds away from fucking right there in the garden, in front of the fish pond. And it makes me wonder... how many times has this happened over the past few days, and I didn't know? What if Georgie has been kissing him this whole time? What if she already made her choice and she’s just keeping me around to spare my heart?I usually give them their space and don't intrude on their private moments because I trusted Asheron to keep his word. How stupid of me. But I must admit, they look good together. It makes complete sense. I mean... they really were made for each other and there's no denying that. I've always been the fucking added number, the odd one out, the weird one, the one Georgie was confused about. I literally make

{ Georgette }Asheron doesn’t follow me to my room, and I don’t know if that’s good or bad. On one hand, I’m grateful because I can cry freely, but on the other hand, I want him here to make me feel better.Once again, Selfish Georgie is out and about. I wish I could stop being so fucking selfish, but I can’t control it. In my soul and in my heart, I feel like I should have both of them right here. That’s why I keep calling Cain, just to tell him that I need him here, even though I know I can’t tell him what he needs to hear: that I’m choosing him. I can only tell him the truth, that I’m selfish and I want to have him by my side for the rest of my days… I mean, for the rest of the month.But Cain never answers my calls or my texts. I don’t know how long I spend crying and calling him over and over again, but I fall asleep at some point. When I wake up the next day, I know my eyes are swollen and I don’t really want to get up to face reality, so I decide to stay in bed for longe

“Dad, can you go without me?” I whisper a second later, clasping my hands over my chest in a plea, “Please. Just go by yourself and tell them that I won’t marry either of them. I don’t want to risk seeing them so soon. I’ll fall apart right there.”My father closes his eyes for a moment and takes a deep breath. He hates when I try to avoid something just because it’s hard. “Georgette,” he growls, but I continue pleading with my eyes, “They’ll want to talk to you anyway. This isn’t as simple as you want to make it, love. Both Asheron and Cain lead a pack. And both packs want to be connected to us. This isn’t just about the love you all might feel; one of the packs will demand a marriage.”“They can’t force me,” I retort, frowning at him, “It is about love for me. It’s MY life. And I definitely can’t be with either of them without the other… even though it doesn’t matter because they don’t want me either. Please, at least for this ONE meeting, go without me. I’ll attend the next one.”

Dealing with my mother this past week has been a pain in the ass. I love her with all my soul, but she’s always suffocated me, and she’s suffocating me now more than ever. She’s out of control. When I returned to the palace, she was already waiting for me. Apparently, my father told her about my situation because he couldn’t bear to see her cry for my death if he knew I was alive. But even so, my mom almost had a breakdown when I appeared in front of her. She cried like never before and she hugged me for hours, thanking the Moon Goddess for answering her prayers. She’s still on house arrest, so I’ve had to deal with her all day, every day. I had to tell her what happened with Georgie and Cain. Her fury towards Georgie now is even bigger than before and that makes me uncomfortable because of course I don’t want my mom hating the most important person in my life. I want to tell her Georgie is not at fault here. She’s only dealing with the cards she was dealt… but then I remind my