Semua Bab Stepbrothers Raven: Bab 101 - Bab 110

RavenWaking, I smile seeing Emmett. Slowly climbing out of bed I try not to wake him. Walking to the kitchen I get a drink. I feel lost, and I still don't understand how they can love me. My mum's words burn through me, reminding me I am unlovable. I feel arms wrap around me, and I don't need to turn to know it is Grayson."Are you okay Doll?"I nod at his words, turning in his arms I smile at him. His hand wraps around my neck, and his mouth slowly kisses my jaw."Now the truth, as you look like you're about to cry." He stays standing with his hand on my neck, looking at me and waiting."I was just thinking.""About?" He steps closer and it helps, I don't know how, but it helps relax me."Why do you three love me? Mum always said I was unlovable, but that changed to 'I would never be loved and only seen as a whore and useful for sex'."His eyes widen slightly."You still doubt that we love you?" I nod at his words. "Raven, look around you. How can you not see we love you?"Lifting m

GraysonI know Raven will want to work. Alexa has already told me there are no positions that are not dancing. So I have an idea. Sitting I listen to them discussing it."Inside needs modernising Grayson. I checked the stage and platforms, and they could all do with work. It's been years since it was used, the wood is weakened." I nod and listen while drinking my coffee."There are leaks in the roof which contributed, but we can have the roof fixed in...One minute." He mutes himself and comes back. “A month, yeah a month." I nod and listen."Inside we need at least two months for well. As I said, it's all old and worn. It needs tearing...out." His words stop. "It needs restarting, no not restarting. Renovating." I sit confused, what is wrong with everyone?"Sorry Grayson, but you have some background noise." What? Taking off the headphones I hear Raven, hitting mute I turn and glare at them.“Really?” How fucking long have they been sitting there listening to them fucking? “I’m on a f

AshtonOur mother had warned us that when Raven fell it would be hard. We thought she had, that day we heard her crying in our mother's arms. She told us we were fools to think that was her falling. Maybe we were as today has thrown us through so many hoops, and she looks lost. We follow them through and I watch as Raven sits, her eyes staying fixed on the floor.She's going to hide it all, even I can see that."Raven, no hiding." She glances at me confused."Look, Ashton is right. You lived your life in a way hiding everything. Holding everything in, and not sharing your thoughts and feelings. You lived a life alone, you were surrounded by people but you were alone. All this is happening because so much has changed so quickly." Grayson kneels ahead of her. And I pull her against me."Answer this Raven, other than when faced with Gary and him hurting those you loved, when did you ever show real emotion, or cry?" Emmett looks at her and I watch her consider it, and the longer the silen

RavenI wake alone, but don't get out of bed. Staying laid down I consider everything. I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. I want to put it down to being pregnant, but I know that's wrong. I shouldn't have felt alone but I did, despite them being right there."Good morning beautiful." I smile hearing Emmett and watch as he climbs on the bed, kissing me he places the tray down. His mouth presses a gentle kiss on my stomach. "Morning little one." I stare at him and laugh."Food, talk, then you get ready for today." He grins and sits back and I watch Grayson and Ashton walk in and sit down."Fine with me.""Okay, first you have the doctor today. Just to check on you." Grayson states and I nod."That's good as I need the implant removing." He nods and glances around."Raven, today is your mothers funeral." Ashton looks at me. "It is your choice what you do, it's at eleven," Ashton explains."We will be with you regardless Raven. If you want to go we will be there for you." Gray

RavenI watch Grayson walk away, Emmett kisses me and leaves. I stand and look at Ashton, I can see it, that look is back. I didn't even think, I should have thought. Walking to him I wrap my arms around his neck. "I'm sorry.""It's fine, cutie pie. Did you eat at all today?" He looks at me and I shake my head."Just breakfast." He pulls me into the kitchen and together we cook. I feel awful, I didn't even think. I just wanted to do it alone, and I knew Grayson wouldn't let me. Not that I can blame him, with how crazy I have been lately. After eating I pull Ashton to my room.Stripping, I walk to the bed and he stops me."Shower, you smell of smoke." Kissing me he turns me to the bathroom."Join me?" He stands debating it. "I've been alone all day Ashton." I watch him stand and walk to me, before pulling me into the shower. My head rests against his chest as the water flows over us."I won't ever leave Ashton." I peer up at him. "I promise, I will never leave you." His arms tighten ar