Everyone is moving fast, while I'm begging for my kids to be okay, because I really need there to be no more unwelcome news. My dad leaves me in the car, while he orders everyone supervising to move fast.Little is the time I spend alone because my mother and Shania get into the car looking at me with concern, not daring to ask me anything about the man who surely must be dead now.“Rain, tell me I was wrong, please. Maybe it's someone similar who...” says my mother, confusing Shania.“My mom saw my supposed human boyfriend a few days ago. He found out about my love affair and saw it from afar.” I'm explaining to Shania.“It's a tough time, but, I told you I didn't like that man.“Don't tell me you knew he was a werewolf and the son of my family's enemy pack, Shania.” I say sarcastically.“Of course not. If I had known, I wouldn't have allowed their union, but, you know I never liked him. I fou

I try to process what my mother has told me, but the news falls on me as if freezing water were thrown at me, being scantily clad in the middle of winter. I froze to the bone and although a part of my body felt relieved because I didn't do something so cruel to my children, my life itself gets more complicated.If they really managed to escape, it means that my children are less safe than they were and that only makes me worry more without knowing how I should face all this.“It can't be possible.” I say in a voice thread.“I've asked them to check everything, but they keep saying there's no body.“They were probably close to the explosions and that's why his body disintegrated to the point that they didn't find the body.“Rain, I understand that you want your life to be less complicated than it already is.“Of course, he already is, Mother. I am treading on too thin ice and if it breaks, I will fall to the bottom of

Determined to finish with all the package I have received, I take a lighter and using one of the decorative plates in my room, I light everything wishing it to burn together with my feelings and so, together they disappear.He knew how to move his cards, that's obvious, because the drawings were of specific situations where his feigned charm made me incredibly happy and at the same time, silly. That's why, with more anger I observe how the drawings are burned on the wooden plate.“My first mistake was accepting you as my boyfriend. I shouldn't have pitied the man who lasted six months asking me to be his girlfriend with drawings that once made me smile and now I hate just thinking about them.” I say, looking at how my perfect face on the paper disappears.With disappointment, I see how my best months at university summed up to Lake, show me that I made many mistakes, of which I must now use as motivation to finish with him.Just when I'm about

What am I going to do with all this? My children have not been born and I am ready to kill anyone who threatens their life, now, what wouldn't I be able to do if they end up with one of them, being just a baby?“You went too far.“I know, sister. there is not a single day when I don't feel bad.” says my brother.The one who protected me since I was little and was so gentle to the point that I thought the coldest or rudest was Nikolay. But, now that I know the cause of the enmity, I see it from a focus that causes me displeasure.“Everyone was seriously wrong about this.“Rain…“As a member of the herd you should have been in charge of the actions of your children, father and if it was not possible, give the respective punishment.“You can't take my place, Rain. That's punishment enough.” says my father trying to calm his annoyance.“Do you think the death of a child j

My father keeps insulting and hitting Nikolay, in front of his wife. To the point that she is the one who intervenes for him since neither Sergey nor I are able to get into his violent moment.Since, neither of us has the courage to approach, because we owe my father. Sergey has owed him for years, but I owe him a lot now. Making it clear that the grand expectations you have in me, it will soon be seen that I will not be able to achieve them.At least, I will not reach them as my father believed and that is what worries me most now. The night I decided to disobey my father, I thought he just wanted to control me and live my life for me, but now... I'm sorry I didn't think better of it.Although I love my children, I would have liked to think more maturely, because if I had become pregnant following my father's orders, I would now have a man who would give me a safe place where my children and I could grow up.“I think it would be a promising idea fo