Semua Bab Rejected By The Alpha, Cursed By The Moon Goddess : Bab 61 - Bab 70

Xavier's POVI wished, prayed, even hoped that someone—anyone—would explain what was going on without me asking. I was dying to know, but I couldn't ask; it was about saving face.I was into Lyra—knee-deep or even worse. I could be drowning in her and still not show any signs of struggle. “Do not do it,” I heard myself speaking in my head. No one was going to give me an answer, and I was tired of waiting. I was going to demand it.“Stay clear of it; it does not concern you in any way!” Nope, I wasn’t listening to any voice in my head, not today at least. I needed to know the connection they both had. It was not my fault that the one I was helplessly falling for was involved with another.Was this jealousy that I felt? How did I come to this, and since when? If there's anything I’ve learned over the years, it’s that there was only one person I felt this way for. It’s been centuries, safe to say, a hundred years since I cared this much about a woman.I was fighting with all my might, wi

Lucas' POV. He was on time; the warder had done well. We might as well call him Nikolai's savior. Something like the patron saint of the half-dead. That was what I was going for—half-dead, if I had not been interrupted. The task was quite simple: keep him contained for now. What better way than to show him who is in charge while at the same time being lenient? He would let his guard down sooner or later, and when he did, I would finish him off. I never imagined it would get to this. I could say I was almost falling in love with him. Funny, never thought bisexuality was my thing, but oh well, here I am. I was almost falling in love with him. If only he could have waited; if he had just been silent for a few days. Now he has to go. I cannot let emotions ruin my plans. As for now, he was brimming with them. Sure, his sister died on a mission. I tried as much as I could to hide it from him. The slip-up was from our respective ends, if we are to be honest in this case. Looking at

Lyra's POV I lay there, speechless and frozen. It was as though my mind had shut down. No thoughts, no emotions—I just stayed there. It was as though the universe was basking in the moment, intentionally punishing me. Xavier had appeared from nowhere. I was so infuriated with myself and the situation I found myself in. I deeply wanted to explain to him, but there was nothing I could say that would make this moment any less messy and disheartening. That fool was still unaware of what was happening. Xavier could have him beheaded. He was still puckered, releasing his weight little by little on me. Rage burned through me and gave power to my mind and body; I was in control. “Oh no, no, no…” I yelled, pushing the fool away from me. This was not what I imagined, and definitely not what I wanted. I ran through the crevices of my mind for what I could use to defend myself. I needed to clear the air; one misunderstanding would not ruin whatever I had built. This was beyond my feeling

Nikolai's POVHeck, I was doomed. How did my life tumble into this path? More importantly, how did I find myself in this situation? It was a more twisted circle when I realized that the man I loved, and even slept with, was the one behind the wrong things going on in my life and more. This was not how I imagined my life, and definitely not what I had expected. Nothing in my life pointed to this direction.I should have seen the signs from the very beginning; they were obvious signals. And I was quick to judge others for chasing red flags, but here I was, diving into one headfirst.Lucas picked me up right after an accident that occurred with my sister. Something about him fulfilling a promise she made to him.…I had just been fully introduced to the pack; I barely knew anything practical about the Darkmoon Pack. The best I knew were the theories and histories. My sister was the best teacher, the only one I had for years even. I was a notorious troublemaker growing up, which worsened

Nikolai's POV.“At least we have a home and our parents, where are yours!” The biggest of them said laughing at his comeback.The others joined in the laughter and I knew I was not going to let this one slide.He was going to pay, they all will.That was all I needed to unlock whatever pent up rage that I had kept over the years.One of them was the time these same boys set me up and a few other boys up saying we were doing drugs.Truth be told I had never felt so scared as I did that day.I did not know what came over me or how I was able to do it.But I knew that Within the twinkling of an eye I was already on the biggest one of the boys who were out to bully.I felt this inner surge of energy that was nowhere close to what I have ever felt before.I remember using my teeth to dismember the biggest boy amongst all of them.His name was Jude, it was the only thing I could make out of their confusion and shouts when I eventually pounced on them and took matters into my own hands.It w