Semua Bab Bellissima!: Bab 71 - Bab 80

Alexander's POVIt's been almost an hour since Bella has woken up after two days. She is staring into nothing while keeping her hand on her empty belly. Eyes are not even blinking and it's running my blood cold.I was never scared of silence to this extent. I can't gather the courage to stand up from the couch on which i am sitting for two days and go to her. Hold her in my arms and tell her that it's okay. I can't, because she is not okay. She lost her baby for which she was fighting with me. She is in shock.I never wanted it to happen like this. I wanted to tell her that i have changed my mind, that i am ready for the baby but before that she pulled out that file and things took ugly turn. She didn't give me the chance to speak and before i stop her, it was too late. I feel like a shit now. I ruined everything. I ruined her. I was supposed to protect her. My guilt is eating me from inside. Never in my life i was this much speechless, i don't know what to say. My family has stop

Bella's POV"You are Jordan's son, right?"Luca glared at the Carl. "How brave of you to put your father's everything on stake by insulting Mafia prince's Finance..."Carl's face drained colors."I am sorry..."He said embarrassed."Please don't tell dad about it...""No one should bully her... It's your responsibility from now on..."Luca ordered."Get out..."Carl walked away with his friends and i was going to do the same. I don't know why he is here neither i am interested."Bella..."He called me but i didn't stop."Bella please listen to me..."He blocked my way."What do you want Luca?... Don't tell me you are here to lawyer your friend."I glared at him.He shook his head."No, i am not here for Alex...""Your wife then"I gritted. "I am not interested... I have a class..."I started walking away.But his words made me halt. "I forced Jasmine to marry me..."Something cracked in my heart which i was keeping cold. He did what? She said, she love him. I turned and gave him

Alexander's POVI wasn't really planning to be here but then Dom told me that she has arrived. It didn't even took a minute to come back here from my home. I wanted to see her. Not like i haven't seen her when she first time stepped out from that house and went for a dinner. When she was shopping or when she went to the collage.I was fucking stalking her. Just because I wanted to see her.I didn't disturb her when she was meeting my parents and her sister. I wasn't ready for her to leave which she will do now after seeing me. She was under thought that i am not here while i was watching her whole day. Specially when she was dancing. I loved it. But she has lost her shine, that cheeky smile and messy behavior. All because of me. This one month was hell without her, sleepless nights and unbearable pain in my heart. Today i couldn't stop myself from reaching her. Just one time and I'll leave her alone.Her eyes zeroed on me while i hold her so she won't fall back. She has lost weig

Bella's POV"What are you doing here, Alex?"I asked.He stopped shuffling through the papers and gave his full attention to me."As i said earlier... I am following my passion..."He replied innocently."I think you have lot of things to care of instead of coming here to teach..."I argued."Glad to hear that you care..."He smirked. I closed my eyes while sighing. I can't win against this man in arguments."I come here to study... You are distracting me... You don't have to follow me here... It's better if we keep our problem at house...""That's why i wanted, Bella... But you left"He replied, his playfulness disappeared."You are not at our house... I can't stay without looking at you... It's been hell..."I looked down, i don't know what to say when i am feeling exactly the same. "I know you need space and that's why i am not forcing you to come back and trust me i won't do that... But you can't stop me from seeing you... That's the only thing i can do... I love you Bella..."I

Alexander's POVI hold her close as she cried her heart out. The motive was to make her talk but it's better if she is crying, she will feel better. She was acting tough till now, what made her break down suddenly. She must be on her periods. She something doesn't eat properly and vomit when she is on her periods. It's definitely that. "Let's take you to the bed..."I picked her up and placed on the bed.Her body is shaking from with every sob. She didn't protest when i pulled her closer to my chest and rubbed her back. "It's not your fault... It's okay... It was an accident."I mumbled while kissing and caressing her head."We can't bring it back, baby but i promise i will make it better for you..."She placed her head on my shoulder defeated."I am tired..."Her voice came out groggy."Close your eyes..."I said and she did without argument. I circled on her shoulders and neck with my thumb to relax her. "Just like this... Relax..."She was fast to fall asleep. I kissed her for