Fated To Her Ruthless Alpha のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 81 - チャプター 90

Elva:I have never felt so damn ashamed.I can’t think of anything as I run through the hallway, with tears in my eyes. Shit, why am I suddenly acting like a baby? I knew I shouldn’t have trusted him, what was I even expecting? Some sort of kiss and boom, we fall in love. Of course guys like him don’t go for girls like me.He played me and I was so gullible, I fell right into his trap. That moment I was kissing him, he looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered, is that how he looks at other girls too? Of course a guy like him is going to have a beautiful girlfriend like her; he just used me to pass time.Shame cowers at me. Why did my first kiss turn out to be so pathetic? Well, the kiss wasn’t pathetic, I mean, it was heavenly and his hands, damn but what happened after the kiss was pathetic. After the shame leaves, pure rage kicks in. It’s the same anger that makes me march straight up to Professor Callista’s office. I knock and when I hear a faint ‘come in’, I barge stra

Elva:It’s six in the morning when I sneak back into my dorm. Alex was still sleeping when I woke up, I wanted to wake him and tell him I was leaving but he looked so calm sleeping, like that was the only time he didn’t need to fight for peace. I tiptoed out of the room without anyone noticing.My initial plan is that Anna and Nixie will be sleeping but to my dismay, they are wide awake, on their bed each clutching their pillows tightly to their chest.Nixie has that really calm aura any time she just takes a dip in the water, “Did you guys make out? Tell us all about it!” She squeals as I gently close the door.“We didn’t.” I say almost tiredly, last night memories flushes at me immediately, him being vulnerable, telling me about himself, him knowing what I read and reading it, him drawing me. Lots of me, if I tell Anna and Nixie all about this, they are going to gush about how he walked straight out of a romance novel. Don’t get me wrong, I believe in love. My parents and sisters ar

Nixie:I wake up in the middle of the night, panting and sweating. Our bedroom is dark as I sit upright in the bed, my hands trembling. Oh shit, why now? I reach out for the lamp on the bedside table and switch it on, watching as the orange glow of light fills the room.Anna and Elva are sleeping peacefully on their bed, hugging their blanket tight. At least they don’t have to go through this shit I go through every time. I am a half-siren and a half-werewolf and so this academy is purely for werewolves. If they find out that my father was a siren, I could get kicked out of the academy. Now I have to hide my siren self every freaking time.And the worst part? I get really uncomfortable when I haven’t been in the water for so long, like right now that my whole body is wailing like a fish. Sometimes, I wonder if I can keep this up, running through campus just to get the feel of water on my skin. Well anyways, I have been doing this for a month so maybe I might survive the academy year a

Nixie:It’s been a week since Ivan and I started our dating scheme and to be honest? It’s pretty much chill and fun. We have been spotted in public thrice, at the football match, a Chinese restaurant and the shopping mall, in which we made sure Kaela was present at the time we walked in, but Ivan always made us leave early because of his rising social anxiety.Aside from public dates, sometimes, I join him for breakfast in the library whenever Mira’s swamped with work. Elva and Anna think I am already becoming a nerd but honestly, hanging out with Ivan is starting to become my favourite thing of the week. Because of him, I now know at least all the nutritional disadvantages of chocolate and the benefits of vegetables.“And that brings us to the end of the class.” The professor stacks her files together, staring at us through her sharp glasses. Professor McFadden is one of the strictest classes on campus, and I don’t think any student enjoys maths, the subject she teaches well, maybe e

Nixie:It’s been three days and I haven't received a single damn call from Ivan. I get that we broke up from our fake relationship or whatever, but he couldn’t even send a single text, it hurts. And to be honest, anytime I hear the pinging of my phone, I hurriedly check it like a pathetic maniac, hoping that it’s him and then disappointment washes over me when it’s just a school notification.“Nixie, you are miserable from the breakup. All you have been eating is instant noodles.” Elva frowns, obviously not happy about my nutritional life, she reminds me of Ivan in a way that only saddens me the more. I miss his constant jab, and the way he adjusts his glasses whenever he is feeling flustered. I miss that look on his face whenever his ears go bright red.I fear that Elva is right, but you can’t blame me for sleeping in. It’s Sunday, no classes, I am free throughout, so pardon me if eating instant noodles and drinking soda from a can is the best way to get over a fake breakup.“Admit i