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Edwina I didn’t want attention, but Rebeca! She knows exactly what to do to embarrass me. I don’t know if it makes her feel good about herself, but it is a foolish way to live. I haven’t witnessed a greater embarrassment, yet this tops it all. Serving the people, I used to dine with. If I didn’t have a big responsibility hanging over me, I would have taken the easy way out of my problems. I will kill myself and then all this misery will end once and for all, but I can’t do that now. I must stay alive for my mother. I went back into the kitchen with tears lined up at the corner of my eyes waiting to pour out, but tried my best to hold them in because if they did, I'd break down and I couldn't let that happen, not in front of my enemies! I picked myself up and found my way back to the kitchen. I didn’t bother to stay a minute when I got to the kitchen, I just carried the stuff I was serving along with me to a storeroom and locked myself in. There I cried out the tears I h

EdwinaAfter the maids were done taking my bath, they applied some essential lotions on me and then massaged my sore body.I miss this life I had always had and I didn’t even know what I had then but now that I have seen the other side of life. I cherish what I had and I wish I could get it all back.While they were massaging me, some other maids came into the room with food. I could already smell it from miles away and my tummy rumbled at the aroma. They opened it and placed it on the table in my room. It had so much in it, different sorts of delicious meat and fish, seasoned to perfection... It had mashed potatoes garnished with cheese and fried with bread crumbs, all sorts of veggies, and freshly squeezed juices.I dived into the food with my hands and ate like I wasn't even a princess. When I was done, I slept on the cozy warm bed! Damn, it has been a while since I slept for so long but I did. For once, I forgot about my worries for that period and I slept till I heard a word on

Edwina..Marquise is a descendant of Marquise Duplantaier I. The name has never left their household because that is the name that the sandman knows.Marquis, I commanded his children to never allow the name fad off their family. He instructed that every first male child who is heir be named marquise as long as he wishes to inherit the sand castle.Is sons followed these rules and the sandman has never failed them.Marquis is of the iii generation. His father had just passed out recently and now it's his turn to be king.He had come to our kingdom some years back to ask for my hands in marriage but my parents never agreed and neither did I.When I heard that I was going to be married off to the king of Galentia, I thought it would be some old man. I was so pissed and immediately, I began to regret not accepting Marquise’s proposal. He is a young handsome man and I could have learned to love him but I was married off to the king indeed and look at where that got me now.Back to the a

Edwina“Look, I know that the both of you are enemies now but it doesn't matter to me. All that matters to me is if the Princess is willing to stay or go…”I hated the choices that I was left with because none of them was of any good to me… I need d to help my mother and I can't stay here nor can I leave with EdwardMy heart was beating as I looked into Edward’s cold eyes. I cannot continue to be a servant to his foolish fiancee“The Princess is safe within these walls but once she gets out, her enemies will pound on her like a hungry lion. I can only guarantee Princess Edwina’s safety within these walls..” Marquis kept repeating this statement and it got annoying at some point, like okay I get you! I am toast if I don’t accept your marriage proposal. Damn!“It is your choice, Princess Edwina, now you have to choose. Would you like to go with your former betrothed or would you like to sit here in the safety of my net?” Marquis askedI was quiet for a long time, thinking about what to d

Edward.It surprised me when she chose to come with me instead of staying with the Marquis…Why did she run from Galentia and come here first? What is her plan? First, it was Damien. Now it's Marquis, now she wants to go with me.She has the opportunity to become the queen of sandcastle, although I was willing to fight to take her along with me even if I lost. There was no way I would let her out of my sight.She can't escape the suffering she deserves.I was taken aback at first when she said she was going to leave with me but then again, she is Edwina, I know that she is up to something.this is why I never let her out of my site, I made sure we rode together and slept together. it felt good and for a minute I wished things were different. I wish we could spend time together without the burden of the hurt I carry.I snap myself back to reality to stop being delusional. She is the enemy and she deserves to die but since I can't do that, I will let her suffer as she deserves.while we