Lahat ng Kabanata ng My Husband's Vengeful Hatred: Kabanata 101 - Kabanata 110

Meera~There is a thing about fucking up that you can't ever unfuck.I don't know if this quote makes any sense but I know my husband, he sure doesn't make any sense.Yesterday he was begging me not to leave him and just after that big monologue I gave, he kissed me and left me dramatically.But I am tired now, tired of making him understand that I forgive him, but if doesn't want to be forgiven then be it.I am not going to leave him and watch him spiral again. My phone pinged and I grabbed it, my eyes widen at the flashing text from Derek. God, I really feel so awful. Abram really knocked him out.Before I could respond to the text phone blared in my hand flashing his name on the screen. I licked my lips, contemplating.After what I did to Derek, I shouldn't be picking up his call. I literally kissed him without his consent and I hurt my husband in the way, where I will never forgive myself.I swipe right and brought phone near my ear, my heart pounding in my chest."Meera--are you

Meera~I stared at him, not petrified but with betrayal. How could he do this to me? I thought he was my friend."Meera, I did this for us," he said and crouched down in front of me, reaching for my face to touch. I scooted back and looked at him with disgust.I watched his grey eyes darkening and getting hard; all the fake warmth vanished."There is no fucking us", Derek. I told you that kiss meant nothing to me—" my face jerked to the side; I could feel sirens ringing in my ear at the impact of his brutal slap.Warm blood gushed out from the corner of my lip. My vision blurred due to immense pain, but I blinked it back. I am not going to get weak in front of this man just because of a slap.“Dare to say that again, Meera. I swear you will see the worst in me,” he got up and paced back and forth like a maniac before standing in front of me again."I know, darling, you are confused, and I will give you time, but don't ever say that 'kiss meant nothing to you'."I don't know how I coul

Meera~Every inch of my face hurts. It hurts so much that I can't even open my eyes. I feel the heaviness weighing on my face as if someone has put a huge rock on it.How long had I been passed out? The darkness of this room and the cold eeriness are seeping into my bones.Does Abram know I have been abducted? Will he try to find me? What if he doesn’t, because I have left him twice?Going to Derek's home after that fight was the biggest mistake of my life. I wish I had never trusted him."You were so young and sweet, seventeen, when I first saw you with your sister. From that day till today I have loved you secretly, but now I will show you my love in the open—"My heart thrummed inside my chest. When did he come here? I felt him twirling my hair between his fingers. "Get your hands away from me, you pedo."His movements stopped and suddenly his hands went to my neck, choking me.My lungs screamed for air, my vision swam with black spots, and the room spun around me. But his grip on

Meera~I was lying beside him on the hospital bed. With my hand wrapped around his torso and face on his neck.Each breath he took through that oxygen mask was a reminder that he fulfilled his promise. He made it. He is alive.He is mine and even in the state of unconscious his fingers gripping was mine. "Oh Abram, where do I put my overflowing love for you?" I leaned up and kissed his jaw.His long lashes was resting over his cheeks, he looks peaceful as if he has been resting after doing so much work. But hasn't he done so much work? Always talking and yapping. Meera this, Meera that and when he is not talking he is doing things to my body. The proof I am carrying inside me. I brought his fingers to my mouth and kissed them. "Please wake up". I have decided that I will tell him. Maybe he won't hate it. Maybe he will pull me in his arms and say that he is happy. Maybe this baby will do some magic in our marriage which is cursed from the beginning. Four months have passed and a l

Past~"God, Dad would kill us if he knows I am drunk driving." I rolled my eyes, he won't kill her but me."Then let me drive, Lottie. I am the better driver," I said, my head already pounding with a headache. I really shouldn't have drunk this much."No… this is my bachelorette, and I want to break rules," her words came out more incoherently. I laughed.She turned on the music, increased the volume, and started to sing — or more like scream."Stop being boring, lil sis, and sing along." I rolled my eyes but hit the note with her in the song, and we started to rock our bodies back and forth.Laughing stupidly and giggling like little girls we used to be, and then suddenly she looked at me, smiling with love."I love you so much, Meera. I am so lucky to have you as my sister," she said, and I smiled back. I was more than lucky to have her.Yes, my heart still hurts because I will never have Abram, but I can do anything for her, and seeing her so happy makes it all worth it."I love yo