All Chapters of Alpha Ivan's Rogue Mate: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

“You’re mine and I’m not letting you go.” That’s what Ivan…Fang had said when I told him that I wasn’t good for him. He and Ivan had just laid their feelings out for me. They want me. And they’ll do anything to keep me. And then Fang took me in that devastating kiss. Fuck, this man knows how to use his mouth, Bite says in the back of my head. She’s not wrong. I can already feel my panties getting wet from just the kiss. It’s methodical, calculating, and utterly devastating. I had stiffened the first time that he touched me as a reflex left over from my times with the rogues. But with the help of Bite, the matebond, and my own growing feelings for Ivan, that went away fast. Bite had come forward and was sharing my awareness as Fang basically worshipped my mouth. She wants to badly to introduce herself to her mate, but I think that she knows that if that is going to happen, I have to be comfortable being here. She has to find a way to get me to stay here. And Ivan is

As soon as I tell Ivan that I need him inside of me, he pulls his boxers off. Fuck, he is mouthwatering. Chiseled abs, an Adonis “v,” and his fucking hard…calves. Who the hell am I kidding? His dick is fucking EVERYTHING. Higher end of average in length but fucking THICK. Damn. This is the first time that I’ve really responded to a guy on this physical of a level. But instead of dissecting that, I’m just going with it. Because right now, for once in my life, I want to go with what my heart wants. Not what is safe. I want Ivan. Bite wants Ivan. Why stop myself? He’ll help me find Cody, so it’s not like I’ll be breaking my promise to him. I can have my mate and my best friend. And I’m going to let myself enjoy it. “Let me touch you.” I’m not ashamed to say that I begged. I want to feel him. I want to touch him and give him pleasure just like he’s doing to me. Ivan doesn’t say anything, but he doesn’t really have to. He puts my legs around his waist, his c

I’m stunned for a second realizing that Fang is right. Somewhere between our orgasm and me marking Nova as mine her rogue mark disappeared. Does that mean she’s a part of our pack? Fang responds, his voice sounding as surprised as mine is, I don’t know. But you need to go after our mate. You need to get her to come back to us. That gets me moving. I was so stunned by the fact that Nova’s mark was gone that I forgot that I needed to get to my mate. I get out of bed and hurriedly put on a pair of sweats and a shirt. I step into my sneakers, tying them quickly. I don’t need to transform to find Nova. My mark on her skin will always tell me where she is. And I have a feeling that I know where she’s gone. Through the mind link, I contact Jude, Bryson, Jakobi, and Erick as I grab my keys and head out of the alpha suite and down the packhouse stairs. I need your help. It’s Nova. Erick’s voice comes out as a growl in my head. What the fuck did you do now? Yeah, Erick a

She’s dressed in a dress, nondescript t-shirt and jeans, her honey blonde hair hanging down in front of one side of her face, as if she’s trying to cover her rogue mark. She doesn’t know that it’s gone yet, Fang says. But it’s not what she looks like that I’m hung up on right now. It’s the bag that’s packed and sitting on the bed beside her that has all of my attention. It’s like being kicked in the chest. All the air leaves my lungs and makes me want to double over. Pain like I’ve never felt floods through my body. I’ve fucked this up. She doesn’t want me. Hell, why would she after me marking her without asking her if it was ok? I basically forced this on her. I’d kill someone who did that to me. Of course she’s leaving me. Of course she hates me. Stop spiraling! Fang screams in my head. Get your shit together so that we can convince her to stay. Because I’m NOT losing my mate! He’s right. He’s absolutely right. I won’t let her leave me. I’d do what eve

We spent the whole rest of the day with Jude, Bryson, Erick, and Jakobi. The point was to let me get to know Ivan’s best friends, most trusted confidents, and inner circle. Jude is…dammit the guy is fucking hilarious. He finds a way to make a joke about everything. A way to put everyone at ease, even in the tensest of situations. He apologized to me for the way that we met that night after Ivan brought me to the pack house the first time and kept me laughing and relaxed the whole time. Bryson, his delta, is really sweet. Sometimes a little slow on the uptake, but the male has a great heart and is fiercely loyal. It was clear how much he loves his friends and he immediately welcomed me as part of the group like I’ve always been a part of them. Erick is fucking intense. As the gamma, his role is to be my protector from everyone and everything, including Ivan. He immediately sat between me and Ivan, getting me drinks and the best food until Ivan literally had to order him to b