Lahat ng Kabanata ng Carrying The Billionaire's Child: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

My eyes watered with full of tears. I can't holds back the tears that abruptly escaped from my little eyes, so painful.My knees are shaking terribly from the pain I feel. My heart thuds in every beat with pain, catching my breath away.I wished that Lucas will love me back but he can't do it for me. His heart never fall in love with me again. It was so difficult to admit.My love still for him. A love that is honest and kind. That's what I want to make him feel over and over again. But why can't he love me like before? Such the moments when he hugs me as he did as the same? The moments he consoles my feelings when I was felt lonely.I remember back then. When we loved each other full of smiles and happiness. When the time stand still for us.That's the perfect love I'm looking for you Lucas! The love that you promised until the very end! A promise full of love, hope and glimpses.Every smile from yesterday has not faded in my heart. Your hugs that warm my coldest moments! That's wha

I'm begging such a poor creature for him just to let me go. I'm begging for his mercy.So far, tears kept escaping my eyes terribly. Maybe I deserve this kind of pain because I love him.I can't hate you Lucas because I badly falling in love with him all the time. It's hurts but I have to accept it all."L-Lucas! It's hurts! Let me go!"Lucas's eyes were filled with anger. He wants to vanish me from his sights."I'm asking you if you have aborted the child Iris? You will hurt if you don't answer me!"His lips curved in anger. His jaw clenched in annoyed. He almost killed me.He holds my arms harshly. I'm hurting even more by what he is doing."L-Lucas! Hmm... I can't do it! I'm sorry but I can't abort the baby! Forgive me please!"Tears are just falling down my cheeks. I just looked up at him. Someone like me is begging for him like a poor creature Lucas abruptly grabbed my hair up. I almost died in pain. I can't breath. He couldn't stops torturing me. He hates me even more."Ahh! It

I'm just crying until now. I'm feeling restless because of my worse situation. Tears were just falling down my cheeks persistently.I can't escape from the sadness that my heart's feels. My shoulders feel so heavy right now.I want to scream out and release all the pain in my inside my chest. I want to escape in the midst of suffering. It's really disgusting.Is this all the returns of my love? Is this how I should feel?Sadly, I feel the pain deepen my chest. I want to vanish and disappear in this world. I want to die.My vision got blurry. I don't know what's going on? All I know is that I'm crying and feel the paincand dying inside.Lucas can't love me back! He could not accept the fact that I'm pregnant and he's the father of this child. It's really hurts!Is he totally forgotten the memories we made at night? Is his heart closed for my love?Do I have no chance to love him? Has the cupid's arrow broken for our hearts?Lucas! Don't let your love grow cold! Let me mild your heart w

I dreadfully rubbed my tears that kept falling down from my small eyes. I just cry all the time.My heart is bleeding a lot because of what Lucas did. He didn't even think about me before he did the sure thing.I burst into tears and turns around, I can't face him. My heart throbs painfully.He really toyed me! He made me fool. He took everything from me after all.It hurts! I can't accept it to myself. It's like my heart was cut off because of what Lucas did."Iris! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you. I was just carried away by my emotions. But nothing happened to me and Clara." Tears just streamed down my face. My legs were shaking because of what you did Lucas. I gave everything to you! I never failed to love you! I did everything. But why is that? You played with me while I'm loving you? Definitely, you never failed to hurt me. After all, I'm here, I still loving you! Am I missing something? Am I not enough? Am I unacceptable? Am I not worth it? Damn! My tears just kept fal

Some tears slides on my cheeks oftens. sadly, it's really make me sad and feels lonely.My chest hurts. I'm having a lot of trouble because of my situation. It's hard to think that the man I love won't accept our baby.I love you Lucas! I love you very much. My feelings for him will never change. You're the only one who makes my heart beat. You really just drives me fool.I can't live without you Lucas. I can't live without you in my side. We shared a lot together and I will never forget that.Every piece we shared is very matter. Sadly, the memories I will never throw away. You and I spent a lot of time together.I wish you will always be here. I want to hug you and make you feel my love.There's a fear in my heart. But I can't go away from Lucas. I can't hate you. You was really matter in my heart.My tears just kept pours. I can't stop my screaming. My feelings are so creepy. My life is very sad.I just found myself crying in a corner. I hugged my knees and started crying again. M