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Mirage's P.O.V I woke up as the sunrays hit my eyes, causing me to squirm in my sleep. Instances from last night flashed in my mind and my eyes snapped open only for me to find that none of it had been a dream…but a very vivid reality. And now, I was practically lying on top of Alex, naked and vulnerable and incredibly sated and feeling like I belonged right here with him, forever. But it was already morning, and no matter how much I didn't want to, I had to get up and start my day and go to train with Freya, who was teaching me to gain more control over my powers. However cool that sounded, I was actually getting nowhere with my training, because the only time I had been able to use my powers had been to knock Freya out that one time and my powers hadn't resurfaced ever since. Even that stupid voice inside my head was gone. Sighing, I sat up in bed, the covers drawn to my chest as I watched Alex fast asleep beside me. He stirred when he felt me move, but

**Author's Note: Trigger Warning: This chapter contains scenes of triggers. Contains scenes of rape and sexual abuse. Reader discretion is advised. The author also does not condone nor glorify any of the scenes listed. Proceed with caution.** Mirage's P.O.V The bed dipped on the other side, like someone just took a seat beside me. I stirred in my sleep momentarily, but thought nothing of it. Alex has often been sleeping next to me for the past few days; sneaking in at night even though he didn't need to sneak in. I had given him the security code to my room for this specific reason. The warmth he provided was welcoming and I didn't feel so alone if he was with me. And I didn't mind his touch either. He made me feel things I never thought I could feel… I felt more movement, as if Alex was trying to get comfortable. Sighing in my sleep, I waited for him to reach for me, to wrap his arms around me so I could cuddle next to him. His hands found my

Alex's P.O.V 'Freya just told me…her memories are back…' Cameron's voice echoed inside my head over and over again as I curled in on myself on my bed. I had refused to talk to anyone. I didn't want to be pitied or felt sorry for. I just wanted to be left all alone. I had never felt so helpless in my life…especially when I had seen Mirage in that condition… 'NO! NO! NO! Don't touch me! Don't touch me! Please! Don't!' Her desperate cries for help mingled with her need to stay away from me had been a blow to my wolf that neither of us had expected. Our mate was supposed to feel safe around us…not cower away and reject our touch…then why was my mate acting in such a way? The way she had acted as I had tried to comfort her…that scene played in my head over and over again. It was harder to bear than any physical blow. That rejection had hurt more than anything I had felt before. My wolf was in agony, curled up on itself inside me, just like I w

Mirage's P.O.V "Mirage…if it's too difficult-" "No." I shook my head. "I need to say it. If the flowers in my room were some kind of spell…that means he's already nearby. And it can mean your pack is in danger as well." "Vampires or any other species wouldn't outright try to pick a fight with any pack." Alpha Charles reassured me. "Packs stick together and as a majority in the Supernatural council, we aren't a species to mess around with." "Fae are endangered species, protected by that same council that claims to be on the side of the minority community and offers them full protection," I reminded him. "And yet, that didn't stop the vampires from coming after us." "Go on then." Alpha Charles sighed. "Only till you reach your limit. Do not force yourself to bring back unwanted memories." Unwanted memories, he says? I wanted to scoff. There were no 'unwanted memor

Mirage's P.O.V "Hi…" Alex stood up from the bed, his eyes searching my face for something that even I couldn't tell. "How was the call with Krimson?" I bit on my lower lip. "It was…eventful." "Look, Mirage…" Alex ran a hand through his hair in frustration, messing it up further. "I don't want to be the jealous kind of man who doubts his partner with another man, but I don't trust Krimson! The bastard had been trying to woo you out of the pack even before he arrived and if he's trying to-" "He found his mate." "-do the same this time a…come again?" Alex's eyes widened as my words finally registered. "He…what?" "Krimson found his mate recently." I let him know because there could be no secrets between mates. "That's why he held me back…to know if I could still feel any connection to him. His mate is still young, so he's worried about her getting hurt.&q