The Alpha's Reject: Finding True Love のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

I'm standing alone in the field, the early dawn casts a golden glow around me. The dew-soaked grass beneath my feet is the only witness to my plight. I'm having a hard time trying to make sense of Alpha Xzen's rejection, wondering if I pushed too hard, if I'm just not enough. A tear escapes my eye but I quickly brush it away. Lost in thought, I don't notice the approaching figure. Suddenly, a warm blanket envelops my shoulders, and I jump. "Hey, sorry to startle you," a gentle voice says. I turn to face Ace, his expression soft and concerned. "H…hi," I stammer, my eyes widening in surprise. "I um, I saw you from afar," he explains, his eyes carefully scanning my face. "You looked like you could use some company... and a blanket." A weak smile spreads on my face, grateful for his kindness. Ace stands beside me, his familiar presence comforting. Together we watch the sun rise in silence, the only sound around us being the happy birds awakening. "You okay, Aura?" Ace finally asks

I'm curled up on my bed, shivering uncontrollably, my body on fire as waves of heat crashes over me. Cold sweat drips down my red face and my aching body trembles with a strong intensity. My heart burns, my senses too alert. It's an undeniable fact that I'm overwhelmed by the sudden onset of my heat. I wasn't expecting this. I wasn't taught how to manage it. It seems to be double the pain of last time.My eyes well up as the memory of Alpha Xzen's rejection still lingers. But then my body's urgent needs push aside any emotional pain. I'm consumed by an uncontrollable longing for physical connection, for the touch of an Alpha to soothe my feverishly sensitive flesh.Goddess, my skin feels like it's on fire, my core throbbing with a deep, aching hunger. I toss and turn, seeking relief from the demonic heat coursing through my veins.Sadly, all I can think of is my Alpha, Xzen. My instincts scream for him, my body craves his presence, his firm yet tender touch, goddess! His mark. But

Lost in an ocean of despair, tears stream down my face like rain. My sore body trembles with every sob, the pathetic sound echoing in my aching head. “Take me…Alpha…give me your pups…please.” I wail as memories of my night with Ace replays in my head. It can't be. I could have sworn it was Alpha Xzen with me that night. I could have sworn I'd never let anyone touch me except him. I'm so foolish, so blind, shameless desperate omega.Regret and shame tightly suffocates me, crushing my soul. My mind is trapped in a darkness so profound so that I'm numb to everything else. The world around me fades away, inconsequential.I curl in on myself as my surrounding blurs into nothing. All I can is this pain so great that my heart bleeds, my self-loathing burns under the weight of my mistake.If only I wasn't born like this– a shameless omega. I'm slave to my heat. A whore for any Alpha. A shame to any pack I find myself in. A failure…a reject.My heavy thoughts swirl like a jumbled mess pull

I shake my head, my body too stiff to move along with her. "No, I can't be pregnant. It's not possible." I whisper, my tone stricken with fear. How can I care for my child when I can barely find any food out here. I'm good at running, not hunting. Maybe I should return. Maybe I should beg and take whatever I can get from Blackvine. But my child will grow up to be rejected, an unwanted member in the pack just like their mother. I can't allow them face such shame. I can't be pregnant.Sarah's expression remains calm and relaxed. "Have you ever had sex with a man, child?"I hesitate but she nods all the same, her eyes filled with understanding. "Then you can be pregnant. Once is all it takes, child. And your symptoms, the vomiting, weakness - they all point to pregnancy."I find it hard to swallow, feeling like I've been punched in the gut. I'm not ready to be a mother. I can't do it. The old woman watches my stomach for a while before she glances back up at me. “You are lucky you a

Xzen's POVI just might have made the biggest mistake of my life. I'm such an idiot. How did I not notice? How on earth did I not notice the one person who owns my heart was missing. I've been so blinded by rage. “I'm so sorry. Aura, I'm so sorry.” I think to myself as I trudge through the dense underbrush. My wolf eyes scan the east side of the north border for any sign of Aura. My Omega. Alone, defenseless. I'm such a fool!The sun beats down on my back, frying through my fur and beneath my skin. The discomfort it gives me is barely noticeable, dulled by the turmoil brewing inside of me.We've searched all day, and every step forward feels like two steps back. I pull away from the group of six, Ace included. The mere thought of him infuriates me but I keep my anger on a leash. Too occupied with the troubled thoughts swirling in my head, My senses are on high alert as I move. My nostrils flar with each breath I take in. I'm determined, desperately searching for that familiar s