Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Alpha's Heart: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

Neerah“Well, I am not” I refuse. I can't go over the same endless hope and then I will still end up as ordinary Neerah again. It will hurt more and I just can't do it.He touched my face and smiled a little “you! Don't worry about it. I will always have your back regardless of whether you shift or not okay?” He assures.“Yeah okay” I return with a small frown because my mood is shifting again and I am starting to feel depressed. Yet I still want to know who hurt him with Wildsilver..“So, who used Wildsilver to hurt you?” I ask curiously.“A Lycan from Alpha Daren's pack” he replies. I am shocked he didn't evade the answering. Feeling empowered, I ask further “a Lycan? Why does he have Lycans? Aren't they a different breed from werewolves?” I ask.“Someone is funding him and he is carrying out gruesome experiments on his pack grounds. But because trespassing is prohibited in our lands, what he does in his own land is his cup of tea. But times are changing. The Lycans would honestly r

NeerahThe kiss was supposed to be cautious. I can feel it at first because he was very gentle when his lips touched mine. It felt like something repressed, held, cuffed…But then, the moment that our lips had touched, the power behind it burst open like a dam, uncuffing itself crudely, overflowing into the bond he likes to hide behind. It was bigger than his determination. Much bigger than out casual whims…I have never been kissed. Not really. Maybe in my blackout moments? Not sure. It's all hazy and dark…This…this was explosive, growing in degrees like the tongue of a roaring fire, picking away at the sensitive wiring all over my system, feeding the starving beast that was held hostage from the day that I met him. Maybe long before I ever knew he existed.I like the power behind the ravenous frenzy as he kissed me hard. I don't know how it is supposed to work. But the feelings assaulting my senses were not accounted for. It was suddenly hot and cold and I felt like I was torched

NeerahI smile a little. “If you gave it to me and said ‘Neerah, this is free. Just take it’ I'll run over and take them all!” I tell him.“But since you bought them for me, it will be a waste not to wear them. You don't have to ask me. I'll help you use them Alpha” I grin. A shadow of a smile comes on his face and he adds “If you are being greedy, take a car and use your ATM card regularly. You need too many things that you don't have Neerah”“Do you know what I need?” I ask curiously. “Running shoes, bags, leisure books, a phone…should I really go on? This is your home. Whether or not we are together, you will always be welcome,” he reminds me. “I have more than I ever did in my father’s house though. I am worried I cannot pay you back because you never said it was free” I express. Sighing, I busied myself with removing the hanger from the clothes he gave me. I want to hide the pain in my eyes even knowing he could pick up my feelings quite easily. “you know, the concept of fa

Alpha CuanThe northeastern woodlands which our pack grounds is situated in has a bright feel to it today. The sun is extra hot out and I could swear that the trees were greener, the birds are chirping sweetly too. There is a definite melody to it. I realize that our packhouse is beautiful. It's like I am noticing the freshness, and timeless look to it for the first time ever. Why was I always so neutral to such beauty?“What makes you so happy?” Neerah questions behind me. The smile slowly disappeared from my face as I wondered why I was feeling unnecessarily giddy. Clearing my throat, I took in her features at least another one thousandth time today. Oh God! The girl is too pretty for her own good. I can't get over the way her clothes defined every beautiful feature that makes Neerah so unique. Mating bond or not, I can't ever deny that she is so beautiful. It felt right to just stare honestly. Her smile is infectious, her positive expression tells stories of sweetness and grace

Alpha Cuan I was about to tell her all about Aria in finer details to help her understand why I can't be like everyone else when it came to this act of committing to the mating bond. Why I need to be extra careful.Yet, Gates, my other beta, the one who drew up our wedding contract spoke to me telepathically. “Alpha Beret just made it to the Dark Forest tribe border. He is speaking to Alpha Forbe right now. I think he is headed here,” he informs. To help keep an eye on all our borders, I actually have four betas. All of them have specific responsibilities. Still, it's a pretty large pack.“Keep an eye out. I'll come over to meet him at the border” I reply. “Yes Alpha” Gates replies. “You must miss her a lot” Neerah is teary eyes and I realize that I am affecting her too. Why else would she cry over a girl she did not know?“Sweetheart, grief is a different language of love. Only the heart can translate it. Sometimes, the mind catches glimpses of its intensity and you wonder where