Lahat ng Kabanata ng Breeder For The Disabled Alpha.: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 3

Invisible.That was one word that relates with me the most these days, a word that best describes my life.And invisible was exactly how I felt as I sat by the window of my room, staring down at my family gathered in the courtyard below.And that feeling of not been seen dwelled on as I watched them fawn over my sister, who was covered in sweat and dust from sparring with a guard.A sigh escaped my lips, when my mum drew her in for a hug, not minding that the dust and sweat might stain her elegant white gown.I drew the curtains closed, shielding myself from the sight that never failed to prick at my heart.One would think that I'd be used to it by now.It's been five years since the local Mage confirmed my parents' worst fear - that I was born powerless.Five years since my parents all but abandoned me. Five years of them treating me like an outcast.Five years of being relegated to the sidelines, the shadows and watching my sister bask in a spotlight.But even though it's been long,

“What do you take me for? some sort of whore?” The man asked but there was no anger in his voice and that gave me hope that perhaps, I could really get him to do this. Just maybe.“No-no i am sorry but that is not…”“Are you drunk?” He leaned closer as if to perceive my breath and I frowned.“I can assure you that I am of sound mind and -” I stopped and blushed in shame.Goddess above what on earth was I doing?Is this really how bad I had fallen?“Don't worry.” I whispered, “I am sorry for being so rude.”I stood up from the chair. Best that I just accept my fate.But before I could turn to leave the man grabbed my arm and stopped me in my tracks, “Wait!”I did, heart racing so wildly in my chest.‘Tell me why you want to do this.”I took a deep breath, “My father has arranged for me to marry a stranger and… I just want to do something out of my own will before I throw my freedom away forever.”He had a contemplative look on his face as he stared at me then nodded, “Fine. Come on - i