Lahat ng Kabanata ng Chasing Their Unloved Luna: Kabanata 191 - Kabanata 200

Tobias I feel so emotional. I don’t like it, but this pregnancy has me all bent out of shape. I feel like almost everything makes me feel sad or overwhelmed. Like when my mates went to that meeting in the Alpha’s office without me or when the second and third heirs were born, literally seconds apart. I may not have been present, but hearing about it made me emotional. The doctor assures me that it is natural and related to my hormones. Damien isn’t emotional like I am. He’s grouchy . I swear something is wrong with me. I shuffle around our kitchen making myself some tea and preparing breakfast for my mates and I. I feel like I’m as big as a house and it’s hard to move around. I know I shouldn’t complain because poor Amina is so petite, yet her belly is just as big. I stretch my aching back and run my hand over my belly, smiling when I feel his kick. I am having a boy, Damien is having a girl and Amina we can’t figure out, the baby isn’t letting us see in the ultrasounds but that do

Amina Today is Xavier’s first birthday. Amal reached two months old yesterday. Jasmine and Connor are six weeks old. I got to be present for both of their births with Jasmine being born just a little after midnight and Connor being born eight and a half hours later. Damien’s labor was more difficult in that he was in labor for nearly twenty four hours. But he has been doing wonderfully since having some time to rest and recover. Tobias, on the other hand is experiencing some postpartum depression and has been very emotional. We have gotten him a therapist who sees him individually but also works with us as a family. It helps a lot, but Tobias struggles with deeper emotions he often tries to keep hidden. The Lycan King and Kaiya’s mother and half brother will be here today for Xavier’s birthday and We are supposed to meet with them before the birthday party to discuss the intelligence they have gathered. We all know there will be a war coming before too long. Kaiya and her mates hav

Damien As soon as we noticed Malleus wasn’t at the party anymore, I told Kaiya that we needed to find him because he is spiraling with dark thoughts. The storm raged outside and then disappeared as quickly as it arrived and that scared us all more than its arrival or the intensity of it. The fact that it ended so fast was a very bad sign. The crater was not just enormous, but slick the earth and minerals were charred into a smooth glass like substance and curled in a ball in the center holding his head even though he was unconscious was Malleus. It took some effort to get to him and confirm he was still breathing, but weak and even more to get him out, but his mates were the ones to do it. We all knew what happened. His dark thoughts took over and became overwhelming and this caused the storm, but what and why had he set all the lightning off on himself like that? There has to be more than just a little something wrong there. For close to a month he has been in the hospital a

TobiasI am reeling from the death of my parents investigations from the humans in the town they were driving through have been shoddy. We have investigators working on it. They are simply trying to say dad got tired and the car went off the road, but we are werewolves, it takes more than the damage driving into a ditch and rolling the car would do because my parents always wear seatbelts, yet the seatbelts were not damaged nor was there any other natural reason their bodies would have been on the ground in th position they were in or the condition. Both snapped at the same time so more than one person attacked. I suspect they were either after anyone from our pack or specifically after them because of my mates. If they can get to me they can get to them…that is what I think the goal is.My sister is living with us in the packhouse now. She and her mates can have the house when they are adults.Thankfully, I am still working with a therapist because she has been a lifesaver these month

2:XXXXVIIAmina We opted to celebrate all three of our children’s birthdays at once. Since they are only a few weeks apart. So here we are with our closest family and friends in our suite. My focus goes in and out of the varying conversations as I watch the toddlers all playing together on the floor. “Amina, are you feeling alright?” Kaiya asks me suddenly. “Yeah, I just can’t seem to focus well right now,” I admit. “Do you think you are pregnant again?” Kaiya asks. “I didn’t get brain fog with Amal. This feels weird. It’s like I am trying to pay attention to what each group of people are saying, but I know I should just find one conversation and follow it,” I sigh. “That sounds more like overstimulation. You have been working very hard lately, trying to research and compile everything you can on The Shades, The Riders and The Witch. Let DYlan help you. He’s really good with legends and myths,” Kaiya replies. I hadn’t thought about asking the studious Alpha for assistance. Ma