บททั้งหมดของ Lucevkin Dreams: บทที่ 131 - บทที่ 140

-Karen-I was awoken by an attack of kisses on my neck. “Mm…” I sleepily looked up and saw Conor lean down to kiss me. He paused and then kissed me sweetly and then bit my lower lip. The sensation caught me off guard and I gasped. He kissed me deeply and then moved down my neck to my belly planting kisses along the way. I love those kisses! I watched him sleepily as he gently ran his hands over my skin. He crawled over me and carefully lowered himself on top of me. He laid his head on my left shoulder and held me. Mm! I love being next to him like this! His warmth was making me sleepy all over again. So warm! I could fall asleep…“Kay!” He whispered in my ear. I looked over and he kissed me. “Want to dance with me?” I thought about it for a moment and then nodded. Sounds like it would be relaxing! “Yes! I have the best companion in the galaxy!” He got off the bed quickly and stoked the fire as I stretched in place, shaking out my hair. I sat up and watched as he pulled the chaise next

-Karen-This next dance of passion was completely different than every other one. It wasn’t just pleasure on a physical plane. It was almost as if I could touch the inner most parts of him. I held him tightly to me as we moved together in our intimate dance. I could feel the tension building up between us making it difficult to breathe normally. Cheek to cheek and intertwined I whispered, “Conor, I want you! Let me blend in with you.”“I feel like I can’t get close enough to you.” He replied rushing to my lips and not allowing either of us to talk anymore for the moment. The tension was rising, and I felt like I was going to break from the pressure of it all.I ran my hands all over him as he pulled me closer. I was going to die for certain this time. “Don’t fight this!” He whispered holding me tighter than before. “Surrender to me!” He looked like he was in horrible pain, but I know he was almost to the top of the cliff right before we were going to fall to our deaths. “Surrender!” H

-Karen-“I’m sure he’s heard that so much from other women though. Anyone trying to suck up to him to get free things… Like money or jewelry.” I explained with a frown. I don’t want to be like other women. I want to be different. I want to stand out from the crowd.“Nope! I’ve known Conor since he was twelve, Karen. He just turned nineteen. That’s why Beatrice was here last month. He’s never mentioned it to me at all and I like to think I know him very well. I’m sure if you tell him how you feel about him, it will make him extremely happy.” Bart advised. “You don’t have to tell him right away. Think it through. You can’t take your words back once you say them.”“He told me he had feelings for me. Do you think he might love me?” I asked nervously. I wonder.“You would have to ask him Kay. How would you feel if he did say he was in love with you?” Bart asked as Joanne smirked. How would I feel about that? I think I would probably faint honestly. But I think I would be really happy… No!

-Karen-He cupped my face and we kissed again. “I’m in love with you, Karen. And I’ve been for a while now.” He lifted my right hand and kissed the ring. “This ring carries the promises I made to you but also the promise that I will always love you. Even if you don’t love me back.” He kissed the ring again as I soaked in his words. He loves me. “Your ring… I picked the opal because it reminds me of you. Every color means something… The white of the stone is the fighter’s soul you carry and within that beautiful soul is the red fiery passion that I have been consumed by lately.” We exchanged chuckles. He put his forehead to mine as he continued. “Green represents your zest for life. I had to fight you a little bit on that one though. Pink is for your impressive wittiness and sassiness that I love.” I chuckled because this stone had a fair amount of pink. “There are a couple flecks of blue in this stone too. Blue represents your growing confidence. The flecks are hard to see but if you

-Karen-I gave him a sympathetic smile and continued sewing as I spoke. “It was hard. There were many times that I thought about running away but where would I go? There definitely were times when I just wanted it all to stop but there were a few good people in my life that did their best to help me through it all.” I finished the set and started on another one. “Novo was the biggest support. Julie and Sophie helped when they could, but they had their own children to take care of. And then Lizette.” I paused from my work and met his gaze. “When I was seven, I met Lizette for the first time. I don’t remember why I had to meet her, but she was really bubbly around me and she scared me a bit because I wasn’t used to someone talking so much and asking me questions about myself. It took a while but eventually I warmed up to her.” I looked away as I thought about Lizette and how much I missed her. Oh Lizette… I miss you so much. Joanne reminds me of you though. We fell into silence for a li