Semua Bab Lucevkin Dreams: Bab 281 - Bab 290

-Karen-I tried to figure out how I could explain it. “It’s not that it’s painful per se. He did unspeakable things to me… From starvation to many beatings and isolation periods and other cruel things. I had hoped I would find an outlet in the Mage Clan, but I was treated the same way by everyone after a while. It was so hard to deal with all the isolation. I thought a lot about running away… But where would I go when the palace was all I’d known? Novo tried to protect me and tried to take care of me despite being punished harshly by Lewis.” I shook my head again with a sigh.“Between the constant isolation and things that happened between Lewis and other men he would rope in; it was so much to bear alone. Even after I’d been captured by Conor, Lewis still attacked me and then flaunted it in front of Conor. Conor- He went out of his way to defend me when he could have easily tossed me into a ditch. All the abuses went on for at least six years until Conor killed him in a rage for atta

-Karen-Since we were trying not to have another baby right now, we agreed that we would keep our intimacy limited until we won or died in this war. We made out for several minutes while we felt each other up. I started kissing his neck and nipped every so often. I snapped my fingers and felt that seal take hold instantly. I pulled his tunic off and started kissing his chest, making sure to kiss his lips after every so often. He pulled my dress off and dropped it on top of his tunic. He sucked on my breasts as I kissed his neck some more. He flipped me over leaving a trail of kisses from my neck down to my belly as he took his pants off. Conor left me for a moment to blow out the lantern and came back to me. He grabbed my ankles and went to work on me. After ten minutes of getting pounded on, I pulled him down to me and clung to him as we made love. We made out some more as he rolled us over. We were working each other down until we got to the finale. Many kisses and whispers were tr

-Karen-The three of us walked out of the tent where all the Mages were waiting for us. I could hear Alexander start squealing as we walked over to Joanne and Bart. He was squirming in Joanne’s arms reaching out his tiny hands for us. Conor took my bowl while I picked up Alexander. As soon as he was in my arms I felt a happy peace descend over me. My sweet baby. You are what we fight for. I’ll always fight to protect you. Aaron jumped on the log holding a sword in the air. Where did he get that sword? Conor and I immediately looked up at him anxiously while he smirked down at us. “Listen up Mages-” I felt the atmosphere change in a second from bubbly to tense and it was making me apprehensive. “As the most powerful Advanced Mage and the Mighty Mage Lord’s favorite Uncle-”“No Aaron! We talked about this. We agreed that I was his favorite-” Arthur snapped as he climbed up on the log in front of him. “I only said that so you would agree with my plan!” Aaron replied rolling his eyes. C

-Karen-In three hours, I managed to shatter the jewel six times. Nathan and Conor were trying to persuade me to call it a day, but I refused. Not a chance. I’m not leaving here unless it’s ‘cause I died for the final time. I wanted to beat this once and for all. I have to show that I can do this. I don’t care how tired I get or how much it hurts. No matter what it costs! I will make it happen today! Especially for all those who have died.On the seventh try, I was beyond frustrated and getting angrier with myself by the second. Go! I have to do this! I let my anger well up and shove every ounce of it right towards the barrier. The large jewel burst into hundreds of shards. I fell like a stone to the ground refusing to die this time. “No… I c-can’t…” Why is this so damn hard? What am I not doing right? Everything stopped around me.I woke up on the ground looking up at Eldon. I felt my depression and self-doubt starting to eat me alive even worse than before. What the hell is wrong wi

-Conor-“This one is really good. I’m almost impressed compared to the last ones that I watched die while bound up.” Karen hissed quietly. She grabbed Conor’s left arm and in a quick movement, she squeezed down on the bones snapping them. Fuck! Damn! Ugh!“Gah! Kay! Please- I’m real! I swear I am!!” Conor retorted through clenched teeth. Damn that hurts! How did she do that?“That’s what Eldon wants me to believe-” She started to say until Conor snapped. Man Eldon… I hope you die.“Karen! Snap the hell out of it! I’m real! I’m standing in front of you. For Alex’s sake- Don’t turn away from me or our baby!” Conor yelled becoming angrier. “You’re not like Monica! You’re better than that!”“No. You’re the one who’s wrong. I’m just like her.” Karen whispered as she looked down. “I just keep making mistakes because I am one. I keep taking things for granted and then I get them back telling myself, I won't do it again and I do- Because I don’t learn. She was right- She was absolutely right…