Semua Bab Alpha's Regret: His Betrayed Luna: Bab 121 - Bab 130

“So are you," Amara frowns. "No,” I snort out a laugh. Her words are comforting but I know how easily replaceable I can be. My mom has other daughters now, Amara can find another friend or boss, and Knox has already found himself a replacement. “Amara, I had failed my mother, she's disappointed in my choices to this very day. I also failed my daughter, that little girl deserved so much more than the scorned brat I turned into while pregnant." I feign a smile, almost as if to sweeten my words a little, but they remain bitter. “And somehow, I failed Knox too.” A laugh escapes me, it's so that I don't cry. “I failed my mate, but above all, I wish I were brave through my misfortune and mistakes. My refusing to hold my daughter is the worst mistake I've ever made." "You were scared," Amara shakes her head. "You don't have to eat yourself up over it your whole life." “I'm not," I shrug, my mind trailing back to four years ago. "But when Mariellla told me that my daughter didn't make

KNOX After two days in the air, we've finally made it to what was Thalia's home for a few months. Greg sent one of his drivers to pick us up from the airport, and they've been great hosts since we arrived. Mrs B made a delicious dinner, but I couldn't eat, I'm still stuck on the plane with Thalia's confession running through my mind. I excused myself to call Nova while Mrs Kendra was going through all the details of Luna Serenity's funeral. The entire pack will be in attendance. Everyone seems to have been fond of her. Nova didn't pick up the phone, so I called Amelia and asked that she take my daughter for a few days or ask Nova to watch her closely if she is opposed to going with Amelia. When I walk back into the house, nobody is where I left them, nobody but Mrs Kendra. She glares when she sees me enter and then goes back to fluffing the pillows on her sofa. “Mrs B,” I clear my throat, and she instantly looks my way, still glaring at me with an annoyed expression. "Where is Tha

“Hello, my name is Valerie, and for those of you who might not know me…” she pauses, searching for someone in the crowd. “I’m Alpha Ezra and Luna Serenity’s daughter. I made them parents,” she says, pulling on a smile. “And today, as we say the most painful goodbye I’ve ever had to say, I’m going to tell you about my mom. Or stall the processions because I’m not ready yet,” she swallows, her voice breaking, but her Aunt Hope is right there with her. “My mom was… my mom,” she says. “I am aware she was also your Luna, but to me, she was Mom before anything else.” A few murmurs stir in the crowd, but no one interrupts. They’re all hushed and remorseful whispers. My girl Val breathes through her nose and keeps going. “My mom had a certain way about her. She wasn’t loud. She didn’t yell to get her point across, nor did she ever use her power as Luna to boss everyone around—except Dad,” she says, making a few people laugh. “What I’m trying to say is she was soft and gentle. We liste

We left for Flame Valley two days ago, and Thalia has been pretty sad the entire trip back here, but Amara got a few words out of her. She slept the whole trip away and I want so badly to comfort her, but my guilt is kicking at me. She doesn’t deserve to be comforted by someone who hurt her so much, I’ve been stuck on how to tell her, Ry says I should tell her now, but I don’t know where to begin, I’m scared to lose her. When she spoke of forgiveness in her speech at the funeral, I so desperately wanted for her to mean it, but I don’t know to what extent her forgiveness stretches, and a huge part of me knows that despite having been forgiven so many times in the past, with Arabella Venus is where she draws the line. I should know, that’s where I drew the line too. Ryan is convincing his girlfriend to stay the night in the car as Thalia and I walk inside the house, it’s a quarter past eleven so the pack and pack house are entirely quiet. Until we enter the house that is, Arabella

”We are all going to sleep here tonight, I like your bed too, Damsel.” I smile, kicking off my shoes. ”But it's a small bed,” Arabella frowns, assessing it. ”Nonsense it's very big, you just have to share.” I tell you. ”Fine,” she huffs, “But I get to sleep near mommy Thalia.” “Of course,” Thalia grins, I know she has no intention of sleeping next to me at all. Arabella lies down in the middle and Thalia crawls into bed right beside her, leaving me to the other side. I will clarify things with her, just not in front of Arabella Venus. Bella turns her back to me and starts to tell Thalia a story, I do offer to tell them both a bedtime story but my daughter reminds me that I wasn't invited to their girls' party, so I should keep quiet to get an invitation next time. I watch them interacting, in the past, I would dismiss every interaction between them but they are so in sync, Arabella makes Thalia laugh a few times before she decides to be the adult and tells her to go to be