All Chapters of The Ruthless Alpha’s Mate : Chapter 31 - Chapter 35

Guilt is what I feel as I finish myself off while sitting across the road from her house, her silhouette was my show and I could see her from afar for once, I could see the waviness of her hair and the shape of her body.Every fibre of my being wants to ring that bell on the gate, but she doesn't want anything to do with me, and she made that very clear.I wish that I could buy her a gift and spoil her, because today she had a milestone, which I'm very proud of, but there's a bigger piece of me wishing that she wasn't so successful.I have waisted hours and large amounts of money getting rid of her face in public photos and videos too, and it's hard work when she's just becoming more famous.I had to buy pictures worth thousands of dollars just to stop the paparazzi from taking the photos they took of her to the news.I have a special detective on her every single day, watching her for her safety, but sometimes it still doesn't feel enough and that's why I drive out here every single

I reach for my car handle, tensing when I hear Monty's voice calling out my name, "Blaze, can I catch a ride with you?" he shouts over the lawn, and I roll my eyes, turning to look at him jogging over.Monty's wearing a white shirt with his dark blue jeans, and I just stare until he stops in front of me."Why?" I ask blandly, and his eyes widen, offense written all over his face."I told my parents I'd meet them there...", "Then take your own car, I have errands to run." I deadpan and his eyes narrow as his brows furrow together."Alright," he takes a few steps back, then he smiles, "See you there," he waves goodbye and leaves.I can't let him drive with me, because I have somewhere else to be first.Driving into the city was peaceful until all the traffic started and my blood started to boil.I'm going to be late if I stop at her house first..."Shit," I curse and change direction. I don't want to ruin my mother's night, and my dad will be pissed, not that I care, but I want to see m

Days, I've spent days not being able to sleep, eat or even breathe properly, and it's all because she said to never come back.I want to respect her wishes, but four days of no appetite and little to no sleep has been making my patience extremely thin.The light bang on my front door has my eyes rolling as I get up, and I wish my mother would accept my request to be left alone.A sense of numbness falls over me as I open the door and directly look into Monty's eyes, "What's up man?" he taps my arm before sliding into my house.I turn, my gaze following him as he stops in the middle of the foyer, looking around, "Nice place,", he beams, but I still don't speak."Are you okay?" he asks, staring at me with strange wide eyes, "I am fine, what do you want?" My throat is dry as I speak, and it itches."Well I just wanted to talk," he shrugs, "Anything new in your life? Perhaps something old that came back? I don't know," he shrugs, again."I just want to be friends again, so how has life be