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XADEN"Thank you." I walked up to the council head after the trial and shook his hand. I was really grateful. The war was finally over. "Alpha Xaden, I should thank you for enduring this for so long. I'm glad it's over now. How's the kid?" He had a warm smile which reminded me of my father. "She's great. I'll bring her over sometime." I smiled back. It felt good to be free of Celeste. Better than I had expected. Dax walked up to me. "Hey boss. Congratulations. What are we gonna do with him?" He pointed to a well beaten up Malcolm. Looking at him brought back memories of seeing Soraya struggling for her life and I frowned again. "Keep him there." There was a special place where only Dax and I were aware of. Killing him was not a problem for me, I just needed my space and freedom today. He nodded and walked off immediately. It was time to break the good news. It was too good for a phone call. It was time to go home. Soraya. Thinking of her made my stomach flutter with excitement,

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XADEN"The divorce is being finalized. It's over. Celeste won't bother us anymore." I stretched out my hands to her but she looked away quickly, pretending not to see them. I had a lot of work to do here. "Congratulations, then." She kept cutting the carrots. I felt my heart drop to the floor. I had just fought for us. What if I was fighting for myself all this time? I had no idea if Soraya wanted to fix this. I think she's just still upset with me."You don't seem happy about it." "What's there to be happy about? You being separated from your wife who tried to murder me? I don't see how any of it concerns me." Her words were as sharp as a knife, stabbing me in the chest. And it took the whole of me not to stumble over."It's not like that." I replied, taking a step towards her, unsure of how to explain. But seeing her take another away from me got my feet to stop."It is like that. But it doesn't matter, I'm not here for you or to be with you. I'm here because of Kaylee. She deserv

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SORAYAI had mastered nausea. During the past week, the amount of situations I'd found myself in, mixing up my insides and threatening it to find its way out, was alarming. At first it was about being alone, in a strange room with strange dangerous people. Now the room was full, and the monsters were not even identifiable. How did I get here? I hated myself for being mated to such an egotistical brat. He only thought about himself and how everything else affected him. He'd forgotten completely about everything I suffered and was happy to skip to the good part. I was all for breaking his heart, but Kaylee was my priority now.I didn't want to be here. This council was full of people, old and young, both who expected something of me. Something I didn't feel anymore. It hurt to know just how much I could not resist him, and how much my resentment grew by each minute. One did not outweigh the other. I hated Xaden just as much as I loved my daughter.She meant the world to me. This was th

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SORAYA"Soraya! Wait up! I'm sorry please!" Xaden's voice was closing in on me. I knew he would reach me soon enough, I wasn't so fast. I let go before I could give up, and turned to face him."Take me home." I said, keeping my face straight and ignoring the tears that had fallen and destroyed the little makeup I had on. "Let's talk about this. Please." He stretched his hand to touch my arm and I took a step back. I frowned and squeezed my face. "Do not touch me! And I want to go home. Right now!" He seems heartbroken by those words but he turns to the side, giving way for me to walk back to the car. I stomped my feet until I got there. The ride home was very silent. Xaden focused on the wheel and I looked out the window, trying to take in everything that had happened. What did I do to deserve all this? I wanted to go to school, but my life was hell there. I tried love and I got even worse results. I must have been cursed. My hands and legs wouldn't stop shaking, and flashes of th

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XADENI stood behind her door, hearing her loud sobs and whisperings to our baby. So this was what failure felt like, after putting in a whole lot of effort and time. Who was I kidding? Two years was an awfully long time to be alone. With a kid. Every night as I lay in bed, I continuously wished for something different. A second chance. I would sacrifice being the Alpha just to be with her. I wanted my destiny changed overnight. I prayed to the moon goddess for help. Nothing happened.I sat down on the stairs, holding my hand to my chest in a bid to ease the pain. I had not just been stabbed by anyone. She had the greatest influence over me and she was using it well. I mean, I was the Alpha, and a few words from her had me struggling with movement. Even after Celeste had gotten what she deserved, she'd played her part to the end. I was ruined. Soraya hated me. No, she loathed me. And everything was my fault. I never wanted to be the cause of her pain. I just wanted a happy home and

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XADENAnd yet, here he was. He arched a brow. "You're not the only one who can handle a tracker. I've been following you. You're not doing too well, Xaden."I took the shot in one go and pushed the cup towards the bartender. I felt tipsy now and I was happy I was almost at my limit. I smiled. "If you didn't come here to help then why are you here?""What do you need help with?" James asked still on his first cup. What a slow ass. How can one sip a shot? You were supposed to drink it all. "Tell me how to fix the mistake that is my life." "Why would you think your life is a mistake?" He gulped down his own drink and I smiled again, almost laughing. The James I knew was not much of a gentle man, I learnt drinking from him. "Because it is. It's either that or I have been cursed in some way." I placed my head on the counter and drew little circles around the cup I had been drinking from. "Is this about the rumours that have been going around? We both know that Celeste was a monster. W

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SORAYAI broke him. I pushed the door open behind him, refusing to look into his eyes, as I didn't want to break myself. Xaden looked like he'd been drained of life with my last statement. My wolf tumbled from being so close to him but I ignored her completely. I didn't have a choice but to set myself free. He was intoxicating me. His constant decisions, made for mostly only his benefit, were hard to adapt to. He caused all this mess in the first place. How do you propose when you don't even have a relationship? What prompted him to take that step? I wish I could find out. Voices in my head were getting louder. "You're a bad mum," They said. "You don't love yourself, You think this is the best for Kaylee?" I wanted to scream again but then Xaden would be convinced I was going crazy. The look in his eyes didn't make anything better. I felt worse. Every goddamn time. I wasn't fast enough. I didn't want him to meet me like this. I wasn't ready for a full discussion with him. No matter

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SORAYAI sincerely hoped Jeremy wasn't planning anything funny. Now I'd seen Xaden all soft and sad, but it didn't wipe out the memory that I had of him. He was the fucking goddamn Alpha! What was Jeremy thinking saying things carelessly like that? What if Xaden saw the text on my phone? The last time they met, the threat in his eyes was not so welcoming. I didn't want any harm to come to Jeremy. Xaden was dangerous and he had the influence to support it. I had a thought to text Jeremy back but I brushed it off. Text him back? Communication was the biggest risk I could take right now. Things were just getting good, I couldn't sacrifice that because I had to save someone.As much as I longed to see Jeremy again I really hoped these were empty threats that he was making. I looked at the text on my phone again and deleted it. It was better if I didn't know anything about it. I looked outside the window and sniffed in the cool evening air. We'd been riding for a few hours now and it was

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SORAYAXaden was now laughing at my sudden change of expression. Tch. I didn't blame him. It was funny. I smiled back, a little embarassed that he'd figured out what I was doing. "What's so funny?" Now we were having a conversation. Way to protect yourself girl!"You, Trying to stay mad at me." He was close to me now, looking down and pointing at my nose. I felt a little poke behind my dress. Oh Soraya! How could you forget you have a kid? "Mama. Mama." Kaylee was poking me and pointing at a particular door that had decorations in front of it. What was that about? "What is it, Kay?" I bent down to hear her properly. "Mama." She pointed to that door and I noticed the decorations were a bit attractive. I tapped who was busy on his phone. "What's in there? Kaylee wants to go in there." "Oh about that. I was just about to tell you. It's like a kids section." Xaden picked Kaylee up and she giggled calling him Dada. They were so cute together. "A kids section?" I was a bit confused. W

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SORAYA"I remember... you mentioned him to me before. But not the details..." Xaden sipped his coffee looking rather chill. I had completely forgotten that on our first meeting after that night, I told him about.I nodded, biting my lip unsure of where to start. His expression wasn't helping either. But he wanted to talk about this. He wanted to know didn't he?"Well uhm. I found out Liam was my mate in highschool..." I started, the memories of that phase of my life hit me. "I thought we were good together," I took another bite and watched as Xaden listened keenly. He was actually interested in what I had to say. "Go on..." He pressed, his voice strained. I didn't feel pain concerning Liam anymore. Infact, it was a little embarrassing to talk about it. But I did anyway. I felt myself warming up to Xaden more than I thought possible, given our past. I had agreed to give him a chance. I'd have to open my heart so I could trust him again. "He got accepted in Elite and he left. I applie

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