Loving the Cold-Hearted Alpha Lionel のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 41 - チャプター 50

LIONELRyker was going to be fine – at least that was what the doctors said. I saw him before I left that night. He was still unconscious, calm and quiet. Just watching from the distance, I felt my heart thumping harshly within me.“We shouldn’t have done this, Lucius…” I growled. “Ryker is my beta.”I am not just any wolf, Lionel… I heard Lucius growl back. Ryker suddenly attacked us – what had to be done had to be done. If there is anyone to direct the blame to, it should be yourself. I felt the anger welling through me as I ran my fingers crazily through my hair. “I don’t understand. I should blame myself? I wanted you to stay put and you just took control and did what you wanted!”Still, all these is your fault, Lionel. Search deep and you’ll see where you should blame yourself.“What the hell are you saying?” I gave it a thought. Search deep…Truly, this was Regina’s fault. If I wasn’t to blame Lucius, then I should blame Regina for whatever she did or said to Ryker that turned

LIONEL“You know, you never had to bring me back to this hell hole you call a company…” She mentioned now.I chuckled. “So what do you want, Donovan? Want to run off and be free? Enjoy your career somewhere far away? Say Costa Ville?”I could see the hurt in her eyes from my words and I only found myself enjoying every bit of it. I drew closer to lay emphasis on my words.“Well, let me make it clear to you, Regina… That’s not exactly how this works. Wait, were you thinking your father was going to fix you into my life, mate you with me, and while I’m all bound to you, you get to go out there and live your dream life of some award-winning actress?” I chuckled. “No, Regina… No. If he chose to mate you to me, then he chose to mate everything that has to do with you…”“I didn’t ask for any of these…” Regina replied as she slowly began to back away from me while I drew closer, seeing her as a prey and nothing more; a poor, whimpering, quiverin

LIONELIt felt like coals of fire were rained on my head.I wanted to grab her, tear her apart and devour her until there was nothing left. Who the hell did she think she was? Was she doing it all on purpose? Was she just trying to get on my nerves to bring out a part of me I didn’t want her to see?Well, she was to be right out thankful that she didn’t get to see that part of me indeed, because she may have not been so lucky as to walk out alive.I could hear Lucius from within me now as I paced just after she had the guts to walk out on me.“Don’t worry, Regina. Our game just began. You think you hate me, but you’ve not seen the part of me that would awake the hate in you.” I growled to myself.I heard Lucius snicker. It’s your fault. He said in my thoughts.I bit my lower lip. “Lucius, please… Don’t make it get any worse than it already is.”Yes, it’s your fault and that’s why you’re so disturbed. That’s why

LIONEL For now, I was good with the peace I felt. Maybe it was the fact that I was able to relieve myself as a wolf and direct my frustrations at something or I had met Grandpa and as usual, he had a way of making things look alright at my most taunting moments. I stayed through with him that night, watching the sun set, the moon take over and then all the stars began to take shape. Soon, I could tell that Grandpa was already feeling sleepy. “You should go in and take some rest.” I mentioned. He shrugged. “Yeah… yeah. I'll go to sleep now.” He replied as he turned to make his way inside. “You’re not a bad person, Lionel. You know this, right?” He suddenly asked. I was not sure what he meant but I nodded. I joined him inside soon enough and before I knew what was up, it was daybreak. There were several official stuff to handle but my mind was right there - on Sun Entertainment. I didn’t want to see her, not exactly… not after the extremely annoying encounter we had the previous d

REGINAIt felt like the plan was to tear me and Gwen apart forever. Gwen was like a sister and more to me. I had been telling myself all along that even though I would marry Lionel, I would never let it get in the way of our friendship, but something down there in my heart was telling me that it may not be as easy as I thought.Who knew Lionel’s next move as soon as I became his bride? He may choose to bond me up and lock me in his mansion, or take me to some far away country, away from my family where he could do with me whatever he wished in any way he pleased.I just couldn’t figure out what the future had for me… for Gwen… for Ruby… and that was what scared me the most. All of it was terrifying but I was only trying to be strong.I embraced Gwen now as tears came down my eyes as well.“Getting married to Lionel would not change anything, you know that, right? I mean, we’ve talked about this.” I replied, trying to sound as casual as ev