Never too late のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

I am so frustrated that I’m having trouble functioning; I think my lungs have forgotten how to breathe, my legs how to walk, and my head how to think. I feel euphoric and drugged, my hind so hazy that it can’t comprehend what’s happening. I feel as if the world is moving in a supersonic version while I’m trailing behind at a snail’s pace.My mind was whirring like an exhausted fan, my wolf had been extremely antsy the whole day and I don’t know how I have managed to get through the whole school day. Maybe the thought of seeing my mate in any of my classes helped me get through the day. Not that this hope led to fruition. The amazing scent I had smelt in the cafeteria hall seemed to magically vanish from the corridors of the school.The cafeteria was big but even then, it would be impossible for her not to sense my scent. Maybe, like me, she doesn’t want to have a mate, so she freaked out and ran the second she got a whiff of my scent in the cafeteria. The thought makes my wolf whimper

I had again planned to eat my dinner in my assigned room, away from the pack members dining in the kitchen. I needed my privacy tonight. I have felt this restless in my life. The urge to find my mate, someone who is in this pack but hasn’t yet let me face her. My wolf was prowling in the recess of my mind, driving himself crazy about being this close to our mate, sensing her, and being out of reach of her. It was plain torture to endure.But when Noah had stormed into my room twenty minutes ago and told me there was going to be a packed announcement after dinner and had told me that everyone had been instructed to be there, a heavy weight had eased from my chest. I had no desire to be considered a pack member and attend any meetings, but since the whole pack was going to be there, there was a hundred percent certainty that my mate would be there too and I’d be easily able to sense her presence.I had played with the twins after coming back from the training sessions, a desperate way t

My wolf is raging mad at me and hasn’t been talking to me since last night, when I decided that I didn’t want to do anything with my human mate. He had raged inside my head, demanding I accept her because it was what the moon goddess intended. He made threats about restricting my shifts and gave me the silent treatment. At one point in the night, I was clutching my head in pain because my wolf was forcing me to shift and sniff out the girl, find out where she lived, who her family was, and if she would accept us as her mate. More than that, he wanted to go berserk because I had even thought about rejecting her and I had been in pain all night trying to force him to the deepest recesses of my mind because I was sure me raving around in my wolf form wouldn’t look good to the pack members after the alpha announces us being trustworthy and harmless.To be honest, I was a little disappointed. Even though I knew I could live a fulfilling life without my real mate, I wanted to see who the go

My eyes keep drifting to Noah driving beside me. I’m not surprised when he takes a right turn, different from the one we would have taken if we had been going to school. At least, I know something good will come out of this trip we are taking, I’m going to miss a whole day of school, a place I don’t want to be. My thoughts drift to my mate, whose name I still don’t know. Not going to school also means that I will be missing out on the opportunity to see her and be close to her. If my gut clenches in pain at the thought, I don’t think about it much.My mind is going back and forth over every word that has passed between Noah and me. I can’t help but think twice about every snide comment and sarcastic moment, just like I did last night. I’m anxious about where Noah is taking me; not because I’m worried for my safety. If there had been any danger, my wolf would have warned me before I got into this car with him. I’m anxious about what I’m going to find at the end of this journey we are t

I’m very unhappy to say that my wolf has now successfully turned me into a full-fledged stalker. Over the past few weeks, my wolf has forced me to follow my mate everywhere and if I resisted, I would experience the loudest and most irritable headache, coupled with some serious attitude from my wolf. So, I acquiesced. But now, if I am honest with myself, I stalk her of my own accord and it doesn’t make me feel any better. Before I didn’t want to do anything with my mate, I didn’t even want a mate and now I’m following her everywhere, trying to see more of her, trying to just be near to her, trying to know her better, wanting her. Trying so damn hard to not want her.Lea. Lea Beaumont. That’s her name. I came to know about it when I was following her after school. She took a turn towards the kindergarten school in the pack and I saw a little boy perk up at the sight of her. He ran with his little legs and screamed her name at the top of his lungs, laughing when he fell into her arms for