Lahat ng Kabanata ng Family Affairs : my brothers shouldn’t know the way I taste : Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 19

From where I stood I could feel the intense feeling between the both of us . My step dad was meters away from me but I felt like he was standing right above me .From all the things that had happened to me, never did I think that I was going to be in a mess like this even though I wouldn’t dent the fact that the way that I reacted to him this morning was not nice and if anything happens it has to be my fault and I am to be blamed for all of this .My step dad “ Darren “ stood just beside the door , he seemed to be going through some things and had some files in his hands .I had so many thoughts going through my mind at that moment .I wanted to think about all the things that might happen to me for being alone in this room with this monster .I knew that he hated the guts out of me , I can tell that from the way he was staring at me but what could I do , the fact that they left me all alone with him terrifies me , I feel so sick to my stomach about it and I just rushed that my mo

When my eyes open again for the third time , I was no longer in chains and I could tell that the pains that I felt on my hack had reduced When I looked around I was no longer in that cave or that place where he wanted to make my life a living hell .I was in a room , a white room , covered with just me in a bed .For the first time ever my head went blank trying to think about what might have happened .I didn’t know how long it would take but the voice of a woman brought me back to consciousness .Oh my darling , oh my goodness , praise be to the moon goddess , I can’t believe that you survived that I am so lucky and so happy to have you my child , I love you so much , thank you for coming back to me I don’t think I would have been able to live another day with you , I am so sorry for not protecting you , all of this is my fault , how could this happened to my angel .My mom's crying and wailing voice was the only thing that could be heard in the hospital. I felt so many pains

~~~~~~ the creston moon pack ~~~~~~~One would say that the blood moon Pack was the most dangerous and the most powerful pack to ever exist which others thought was the truth. What could it be?There was more to the blood moon being the most feared , maybe for the treaty that they had with the devil or was it the greatly they had with the water goddess .So many dirty things that are on target that no one could place their hands on , it was like the more you kept thinking about it , the more you didn’t know if they were true or not .No one , mean nobody asked you to find out about it but utterly obsessed with the same things were going you decided to make this your top priority, but was it really the blood moon pack , or was it this one , who was the devil that they said that they had a contract with , who could it be .No one could face that monster , no matter how much it was , that monster was long forgotten , I could believe it .I didn’t want to think about all the stuff t

I spent the next few days trying to move on from the predicament that I was in .My mom hadn’t returned to me since that day , I didn’t know if she was pissed that I sent her out or if it was a different thing entirely .I was most grateful that she didn’t try to push it , I was literally sick and tired of seeing her cry those fake tears .I knew that she wasn’t going to do shit about anything , so there was literally no need for me putting myself on it .As I started out the window , I wondered what was so important for the pack members that they had to prepare hard for it .From what I heard , they call it the choice making ceremony and even though I had heard about it when my mom hasn’t been members of this pack , I never thought that a day will come that we will get to exorcise it and seeing it all happening had been Nothing but a total shock to me .From the excited giggled to the whispers between girls and then the words that were being said mostly to them .I heard tha

We arrived at the party .The one party that my mothers wanted me to attend and still wants me to be my best behaviorist .I didn’t blame her , I just don’t get why she’s mad at me , I’m the one that is supposed to be angry and pissed off and not her .The party wasn’t just any party but almost all the girls were attending it .I’m not going to be involved with any scandal , since I arrived with some of the guards , I only thought that it was best that I kept a low profile for the time being .My mother was sitting beside her husband and his sons were beside me. The only one I couldn't was him .Diego was nowhere to be found .As she looked around she wondered where he just went .That boy was doing everything in his power to avoid her and he was doing a good job at it .As I sat there watching them dance with their waist all that I felt was nothing but pure hatred for my own mother .I still can’t understand how she could love me this much but seeing how much I am hurting sh