Semua Bab Backup Plan: Bab 21 - Bab 30

Chapter Twenty-twoChloe“I…I can’t do this.”The look on Sam’s face just about does me in. But I can’t. I have to stand my ground or that momentary look on Sam’s face will be on mine for months, if not years. Or forever. Because it’s been over ten years since I’ve gazed on this man’s gorgeous face and I’m still just as in love with him as ever.“Then we don’t have to,” Sam says gently and takes his hands off me. I miss him right away. “I’m sorry. I thought you…I’m sorry.” He’s flustered and confused, and I can’t blame him. Because I do want to keep kissing him. I want him to undress me and fuck me until I’m screaming his name. I take a step back and blink away tears. “I really didn’t mean it was idiotic to kiss you,” he rushes out.“I know,” I say quietly. “And I agree you were an idiot for not kissing me sooner, because I really like you kissing me.” Dammit, I do, and desire for him swirls deep inside me, but I have to fight it. I have to stay strong. “I just…I can’t.”“I’m confused

Chapter Twenty-fourChloeIt was harder than I thought to say goodbye to Sam. We spent as much time together as we could before he had to leave Silver Ridge to go home for work. Being with him feels as natural as breathing. The lost years melted away and the stars aligned in such a way that we’re finally together.We only have a few days until we see each other, but this long-distance relationship thing is already driving me crazy. Sam had to fly home yesterday, and I’ve spent all today writing. Dad and Wendy are back now, and it was nice to spend the evening with them.I’m in bed now, looking at flight information. I thought about staying in Silver Ridge until the weekend and then driving to Chicago since it’s not that far, but I miss Spartan way too much. Plus, I need new clothes. Specifically, lingerie since I’m spending a hot weekend with Sam.I book my flight home for tomorrow afternoon. It doesn’t give me much time to be in LA, but I don’t need much time. I just need to do some

Chapter Twenty-sixChloe“Hey, sweetheart.” My lips curve into a smile and I narrow my eyes from the bright sun, watching Spartan slowly walk across the pasture, clouds of dust circling his hooves. Holding out my hand, I patiently wait for my thoroughbred to take the carrots. “I missed you.”Spartan gobbles up the carrots and impatiently waits for me to pull out a few more from the bag. I shove what’s left in my pocket and pick up his lead rope, bringing him in from the pasture.My meeting got canceled at the last minute, and while I wished I would have known so I could have slept in, it’s nice getting to the barn this early. I rarely do. I texted Sam and let him know, but with the two-hour time difference, he’s already at work and won’t be able to text me back any time soon.“The vet said you’re looking much better.” I open the gate and bring Spartan out of the pasture, swinging the gate shut behind us before Willow, a dapple-gray pony, can sneak out after us. “We can go out for a ve

Chapter Twenty-eightChloe“Damn, three thousand words already,” I say out loud to no one. Maybe I should get a cat so talking out loud to myself isn’t quite as weird as it is. I double-check that my document saved, close my laptop, and stretch my arms over my head. I’m sitting on my back patio under the shade of an oversized umbrella.It’s the afternoon, and I spent the last few hours catching up on my social media accounts and writing. I just finished a chapter in record time and now I’m going to treat myself to day-drinking in my pool.Going inside, I change into an emerald-green bikini and slather myself with sunscreen. As a natural redhead, I burn easily. I’ve yet to hear from Sam, meaning he must be having a really busy day at work again. My plan is to send him some sexy photos of myself in the pool, pushing my personal boundaries of what I consider risqué.There’s a privacy fence around my little yard, and the two houses next to me are a little lower on the hill. I don’t think

Chapter ThirtyChloeMy head hits the pillow as my breath leaves in a huff. I called Sam only fifteen minutes ago and I’ve already come twice. I’ve never had phone sex, let alone FaceTime sex, but nothing was awkward with Sam, and watching him wrap his fingers around his thick cock as I touched my clit was so fucking hot.“I’m tired now,” I pant.“Me too,” he says with a sigh. “And it’s past my bedtime.”“Right.” I turn on my side, pussy still spasming from coming so hard. My vibrator is under the covers with me, and it was the first time I’ve ever let someone watch me use a toy on myself—even if it was via FaceTime. “You’re two hours ahead of me. I should get some sleep too since I have a meeting in the morning.”“Should I call and make sure you’re up?” he teases.“I might actually need the reminder,” I say with a laugh.“I’ll text you when I’m up, and I’ll call at eight your time if I can.”“Mmmhhh,” I groan as I get comfy under my covers. “I miss you.”“I miss you too, Chloe. And…a