Semua Bab Dirty Secrets Of A Working Woman: Bab 11 - Bab 20

I feel more anxious today than I did yesterday or the first time I met Eros. I'm hiding in his bathroom—I say hiding, but he knows where I am, so it's not exactly hiding.Still, I have been in here for over twenty minutes and can't seem to force myself to open the door. I'm freaking the fuck out. Not over what is going to happen, I actually crave it, and him for some bizarre reasons.I'm freaking out over the kiss last night, well, both of them. It went from business to pleasure, and now I'm not entirely comfortable taking money for this. I'll still do it, but I feel like I should give him back the money.Yeah, this feels personal now—too personal—and I hate that it is starting with him paying me. The knock breaks me out of my thoughts."Are you still alive in there?" Eros asks, his voice full of humour. "There is a second door behind the long mirror if you want to run and hide." His words make me smile, as he's clearly laughing and mocking me.Walking to the door, I open it and face

His body pushes mine, and I feel my arms hook against something metal. The feel of rope wrapping around the top of my arms. Then, more rope is wrapped around the top of my chest above my breasts, then below them, and around my waist."Try to move." I go to move but I can't, I can't push my chest up or anything. It's like I'm stuck in the same position."I can't, sir," I pant, and he kisses my neck."Good." His word is growled, and I shake, feeling the dagger run down my body. He's got it flat against me, so it doesn't even scratch. As it reaches my hip, it turns, and he drags it along my body. I feel the blade scratching against my skin.My body tries to push closer to the blade to get more, but it doesn't move. As it reaches my breast, he drags it along to the other and then down that side of my body. The knife lifts, and I relax slightly before I feel something push inside of me, his hand moves it faster and I cry out.I go to close my legs to stop the pleasure, and he stops me. His

After eating, Eros dropped me back at home; this time, he didn't get out of the car, and I think that's a wise choice. Thanking him, I walked into the apartment. As soon as I got in there, Clara was waiting."You were gone all day!" She sits and smirks. I take off the jacket and place it down. "Well, boom." She walks to me. "One, he bought you a dress worth thousands! Two, he used you well," she laughs and looks at my neck."He didn't use me!" I argue. I wanted it, I agreed."Look at you sticking up for Mr hotshot. You have been gone nearly twelve hours, Alexis!"I nod and smile. "Okay, sit let me get a drink and explain," I grab two glasses, filling them I sit with her. "So, before we even started, he got lost kissing me again," I say, and she stares. She doesn't know."Again? When did you two kiss outside of the contract?""Yesterday, he took me out to discuss the plan. Afterwards, he kissed me like some sort of feral beast. Ran away, then came back to my door to apologise and did i

The lift opens and we step out, Elon guides me around the room and I see Eros watching him from the other side. His eyes stay fixed on us as Elon introduces me as his date.I'm nothing of the sort. The more people he introduces me to the more confused I get. Shouldn't I be speaking to Eros by now trying to get him to agree to the contract? I expected Elon to guide me straight to Eros to get to business, but if anything, he's going to everyone but Eros. Why?Everyone is respectful, but I see a few of the guys gawping at me, like they recognise me. It seems to make Elon smile far too much when someone looks at me like they know who I am.Is his plan to showcase me to everyone or something?"Bunny Wild?" The man stands and looks at me. "Sorry, if I got that wrong, but I swear I would remember those eyes anywhere," he smiles and leans forward to kiss my cheek."She is, my best worker this one," Elon says as he pulls me closer, I fight to urge to drag myself away from him."Should I not be

I stand glaring at Eros as Elon walks out."You can't just fucking buy me!" I scream."I just did, baby, so get used to it," he smirks, and I slap him."You're just as bad as him! You didn't even ask me if I would be happy. No, you just agreed to fuck me once a week and film it. Where was my choice?" I ask."Your choice was to let me buy you out!" He steps closer, his body leaning over mine. "I gave you a choice, and you refused. You can hate me, Alexis, but I was not about to let him sell you to different men every week.""That wasn't your choice!" How can't he understand that?"It wasn't yours either. It was his. He got to choose. You doing porn fine, that shit I can deal with. Him getting money from men so they can fuck you and using it being recorded as a loophole isn't right."I swear I want to stab his eyes out. "Maybe it wasn't, but I agreed. I knew what it meant, and I agreed, Eros. I wanted time to think and decide. I didn't want you doing this."He just fucked everything up.