Desired By My Ex Alpha Mate のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

Elena’s POVI couldn’t believe what Alpha Elian just said to me, I thought he rescued me from Ravens pack because I was a slave there. Of what use is it rescuing me if I would just be a maid here as well. Everything was happening on repeat. It felt like the day Alpha North made me Liela’s slave, and now I was brought to Emberfall Pack to be a maid. Why? Why did he rescue me? He should have just left me in Ravens Pack to be tortured, at least I would have planned an escape again.Why are all my mates treating me this way? First, it was Alpha North, who I can’t just forget his betrayal and rejection and now Alpha Elian, who clearly called me his mate and then denied it and wants to make me a maid in his Pack. Was this what he meant when he said i wasn’t going to be tortured anymore? This is torture even though it might not be physical. I was an omega but never a maid or a slave. Making me a maid was just as bad. He should have left me there. I would have succeeded one way or the other

Elena’s POVIt was morning and I was back at the kitchen to resume my duties here as a maid. Alpha Elian threatened to send me back to Ravens Pack and I agreed to stay here as a maid instead. Going back to Ravens Pack was never my intentions and if I tried running away again, that would be my fate. It was a life or death choice and I rather pick life.I was really relieved when he got me out of there, but I didn’t realize that he was going to make me work for it. At least, working here as a maid was way better than being a slave.I felt really exhausted after doing my morning duties at the Pack. I didn’t really think there was this much work to be done in a Pack, unlike Ravens Pack, there was shifts for every maid and even if they weren’t good people, they at least thought about the maids a little or is it because they have lots of servants? But same applied to Emberfall Pack too, the two Packs both have lots of servants.At Ravens Pack, the maids got to rest thanks to the shifts, n

Elena’s POVI couldn’t help but look around in shock when I heard what the doctor just said. Her words still ringing clearly in my head. Why would she ask such from me when the Alpha was present with us. Isn’t he supposed to excuse himself to give the ladies some privacy. Alpha Elian and his ego. But was it really necessary to zip down my dress here? Like here, here? In the presence of the Alpha?I remember my intimate moments with Alpha North but it only just brought me more pain.“I need to apply some ointments” she saidCan’t we just go to a spare room and just do the check up there or something? I gave in anyways, nodding at the doctor, giving her the go ahead to carry on with what she had asked of me earlier. I kept staring at Alpha Elian to see if he would spare a glance my way but after he had told the doctor to check up on me he hasn’t looked my way ever since.At times he acted like he cared and then one minute he doesn’t care anymore. If he really cared he would have tr

Elena’s POVI felt my heart break into a thousand pieces hearing Alpha Elian’s words. How could he have another mate? How can she be his mate? Aren’t we mates? How is he fated to two mates? I thought I was fated to him as my second chance mate. Why would he then accept someone else as his mate? Why didn’t he even try telling me he had another mate? Then I would have forgotten and tried my best to accept the fact that we can’t be together. But he didn’t do any, he just brought someone home just like that. How could he do this to me? He just hurt me all over again.I have been rejected once again. He couldn’t even consider my feelings before doing what he did. Why was I this cursed, moon goddess? Why? Why not just leave a wolfless Omega like me with no mate. What’s the essence of having a mate if you know very well they were going to reject me later? I’m always being rejected by my mates. Every single time. This was exactly what happened between I and Alpha North, he rejected me and

Elena’s POVI couldn’t help but watch at Alpha Elian and his mate at the balcony. The both of them laughing and giggling to each others words. I felt pain in my heart as I watched them but I knew I could do nothing but stand and watch like I always do. They deem me weak because I have no wolf and I can’t do anything else than to watch.If I even try making a move I could be killed by one of them or a guard because almost every one here has a wolf except me. I feel so isolated from the world. The people I’m mostly surrounded by all have wolves and I’m constantly reminded of the fact that I have none.I always think and ask the moon goddess why even a guard or a maid would have a wolf while me the daughter of a noble wouldn’t have one and would be left to suffer alone in this world because of it. No one ever genuinely loved me because I have no wolf that they could connect with. Even if they were to continue staying with me, I have no wolf that they would use to confirm if we both hav