Semua Bab Decimated: Bab 1 - Bab 10

My life could have been very different from what it is now. I am a found orphan, well, I assume that I am one. I never really put much effort into finding my blood family. They abandoned me, but I found better because of it. The pack that found and accepted me know nothing of my past and neither do I. Here I am, in the middle of this breath-taking Ballroom, in a stunning and sizeable Packhouse, doing one of my duties that I enjoy most; decorating for an event that the pack is holding. This time there is a Mating Ball. All eligible bachelors and bachelorettes from all our friendly neighbouring packs are going to be here to see if they can find their mate. Not everyone will find that special someone that the Moon Goddess basically created for us, but it is also a good way to build on our alliances and just enjoy ourselves, socialize instead of only communicating with each other about business matters all the time. The packs host a whole manner of gatherings all year round, but Mati

Once we were showered, scrubbed and free from the mess that we accumulated on our escapades today, and sporting some fresh and comfy pjs that fit us a lot better than those t-shirts, we built up the courage and descended the stairs and into the dining hall just in time for the usual feast prepared every day for the pack members. Not all of the pack members choose to have dinner at the Packhouse but it is an option for all. Most have their own homes to go to and choose to spend their time with family. Mostly it was the wolves that lived within the Packhouse, warriors, single wolves and those that are ranking pack members that came here to gorge. But every day, the omegas here at the Packhouse cook breakfast, lunch and dinner for a few hundred wolves. And do not forget, wolves have a huge appetite, so you can only imagine how much the omegas cook. They are well appreciated here. After all, they cook and clean for many a wolf, they basically keep the place running smoothly. Without

This day could not get any more stressful than it already was. I hadn’t seen Poppy since I left her in the kitchen, which could only mean that Marthe was practically up her arse keeping an eye on her so that she didn’t disappear. And for me, that was a bloody good thing. I love Pops to bits, but shit she’s distracting and she would cause hell for me. I swear, as my punishment for evading my duties yesterday, Marthe purposely gave me the most idiotic and incapable wolves possible to somehow finish the ballroom in time for tonights extravaganza. The reservist wolves that were pulled in for large scale events like tonights ball were less useful than a sack of shit and were making a mountain out of a mole hill. I think I got lumped with most of the fuckers and I swear I was impossibly close to combusting from anger. I am well and truly, royally, screwed. It is nearly twelve in the afternoon and I do not think that the fuckwads have been able to finish even one task properly. O

‘What the fuck was that?’ Poppy screamed at me through the mindlink, terror overtaking any playful tones that she usually has.‘You heard that too?’ I felt a very small fraction of relief that she had heard some semblance of the noises that I had, reassuring me that everything was not all in my head. But then I remembered just what it was that we both had heard and all relief left me in an instant, leaving me hollow.The shadows that had chased us for miles through the dense forestry changed, they seemed to retreat with a few muted growls. It left an opportunity for an increased light to return to the corners of the woods that we had been unable to see before. My stomach was churning, bile was rising to the back of my throat, burning it and rendering me mute. But a sliver of hope had started to return along with the ability to see more of Mother Natures more scary matters, the more that the shadows retreated. For some unknown reason, the volume of the thundering and menacing paw

I looked at this man before me, emotionally stunned and silenced by what he had just confessed. I have always seen him as a father and he has always treated me as such. It was a huge step in taking this leap, never felt the need to protect myself from him. but I think that after eighteen years, that I am ready for it. He has always been there for me and I have “Dad.” I said the word, testing how it would feel to say. It rolled off of my tongue easier than I thought that it would. His nerve-riddled face melted and morphed into a smile, tears filling his eyes yet again, just as mine had filled. A gruff cough sounded from behind us, trying to draw our attention. I turned and saw that it had come from Beta Pete. I growled at him to let him know my displeasure of the interruption and so did my dad, our tempers obviously being something which we had in common. Strange, isn’t it? Thinking of him in that way is very different to being more direct and open about it. “This moment is lo