STACY  I stood there for a moment, staring at the door Lisa had slammed shut. The noise still rang in my ears, the sound of finality, of everything collapsing. I could feel the moment closing in on me like a blanket. The air in the room heavy, the past five minutes or so drowning me, taking away my strength before I even felt it.  This was what it had come to, this was what I had let it come to.  I hated myself in that moment, wanted to slice my wrist open and fall on my knees. I felt like shit, looked like shit. Nothing could feel worse than this.  Behind me, Jerome was still standing there.  I was scared to turn around, to meet him.  I didn’t know what I was expecting when I eventually moved, but to see him sat crumpled on the couch, his face buried in her hands, made me even worse.  Until he looked up, bloodshot eyes glaring at me.  I had never seen him this angry before.  I didn’t know what to say, didn’t know how to make it better, or if I should even do that.  “Why didn
 Last Updated : 2025-01-05
Last Updated : 2025-01-05