“You look so much more… peaceful when you aren’t fighting the inevitable, Victoria.”Daniel’s voice sounded like it was coming from the bottom of a stagnant well, echoing off the padded surfaces of my prison. I lay draped across the velvet armchair, my head tilted back at an awkward, unnatural angle.I kept my eyes half-lidded, mimicking the vacant, glassy stare of a woman lost in a chemical forest. In reality, every muscle in my jaw ached from the Herculean effort of pinning three bitter, chalky pills against the back of my molars, hiding them in the small, dry pocket of skin beneath my tongue.Don’t swallow, Victoria. If you swallow, you lose him forever, I screamed at myself inside the silence of my mind.My mouth felt like a desert, and the urge to swallow was a physical torture, but I remained as still as a marble statue. The pills began to dissolve slightly, the acrid, metallic taste leaking onto my taste buds. It was a slow poison, a bitter reminder of how much Daniel wanted me
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