A Male Mate For The Homophobic Alpha のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

BLAKE I don't know how to feel about Nate, I know he loves me. It's obvious in the way he treats and cares for me, I have no doubt in my heart that he loves me and he is attracted to me but I don't understand why he is so adamant.He likes to have me in his house, I even have his keys. I sleep with him on his bed and he doesn't get mad at me when I do something really wrong, like when I ruined his living room... Every other person would have been so mad but not him, instead he helped me clean up the house but why doesn't he want to take things any further when it's very obvious that he wants me as much as I want him too."I'm so confused." I said as I tossed in my bed.It will be three months in a week and I need to know if we are moving forward together or not because the secrecy is killing me and I can't take it anymore... I just want to be able to love him openly and have fun with him but I need to know what he wants.He keeps giving me mixed signals and it's too much. "Way too mu

ALPHA NATE It's almost full moon and I am worried about Blake, his eyes has been yellow all day and he is awfully quiet, I wonder what's on his mind."Are you okay?" I asked curiously."I don't know." He pointed out."That's understandable but I need you to stay calm and tell me exactly how you feel." I just want to distract him with a bit of small talk, so that he won't be too invested in his feelings."I'm having a conflicting emotions, a mixture of fear and excitement." He paused, probably looking for the right words to explain himself. "I'm scared of the unknown battle ahead of me and I'm excited that I am finally avout to transform, I am excited to experience all the power and privileges that comes with it but right at this moment, I think the feer is more than the excitement." He explained."I understand but don't get carried away with the fear, I am positive that you can endure what's to come and it will be over before you know it." I lied, it's not as fast as I made it look.

ALPHA NATE I went under the shower and my mind drifted to Blake and the kiss we shared, I am constantly aroused by him. Any thoughts of him gets me so fucking hard and it's scary, it scary that a guy is turning me on this much.As soon as I turned on the shower and the water ran down my body, my hand went straight to my dick. I'm so fucking hard and it hurts... "Shit, I am so horny." I removed my hands, I can't remember the last time I masturbated, I mean I always have lots of pussy at my disposal and I never had the need to but now, with Blake messing with my head, I am actually tempted to masturbate and I feel so embarrassed.I went back to bathing, I picked up my bar soap and I started washing my body and I tried as much as possible to avoid touching my dick but all I can picture is Blake's soft naked body and his perfect kissable lips. Thinking of that kiss once again brought goosebumps to my body and I couldn't help but I take my hand to my body.I stroked my dick up and down w

ALPHA NATE "I guess you are not just used to walking around the forest, it's not really far but don't worry, we are almost there." He pointed out and he has a point, I usually don't have reasons to roam around."Well I guess you are right, did you guys walk all this distance to my pack?" I asked curiously because it's honestly far in my opinion."Yes we did, it took a few days because we stopped to rest, eat and sleep." He explained."Wow, that's a long distance." No wonder they made friends along the way."Yes it is but we were much, so we were carried away with talks and it wasn't too tedious." He explained.True to Oliver's word, a few steps later, I noticed the entrance of the pack in a distance but now that I can see it, I suddenly grew anxious and nervous."That's the pack over there." He said and pointed just at the same time I noticed it."Yeah, I can see it."A while later, we entered the pack and I instantly realized the reason why he was so mesmerized with my pack when he

ALPHA NATE I wish it was as easy as he put it but it's not, this is a huge mess and I know he can help, I mean that's why I am here but even him will be shocked to the bones when he finds out what has happened."It's not that easy man, you will crack up when you find out what has happened in your absence." I pointed out."Are you sure you don't have enough time to talk right now? You look really stressed and it seems serious, I am actually worried." He said and I wish I could talk right now but I don't have the time, it has to be next time."You are not wrong man, I am physically, mentally and emotionally stressed and it's a long conversation, so it can't be right now." I said truthfully, I am already running late. "I have to go but like I said, I will be back as soon as I can, possibly tomorrow." I informed him as we got to the gate."Alright then, see you soon." We did our signature handshake and it feels good to do that again."Take care, my regards to Lawrence." I said as I made