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"Kay, what are you doing? Please, put the gun down, you're scaring me.put it down, please." The younger version of me in the video begged, my voice was of a little girl, I was 15 at the time, he was going to turn 18 in a few weeks. "Please, Kay— we can find help, proper help this time and we'll get you more medicines and a proper psychologist. Please, we can find help and we can get through this. Please, Kay. Don't do it.""There's no help, Jenny" he said, he used to call me Jenny . "I can't stand it anymore, I can't deal with this pain, no matter how hard I try it, it just didn't go away! I'm tired of being in pain, Jenny! I'm tired of trying and not succeeding! I'm tired of being a fucking failure! I'm tired of fighting. I decided to leave. "He raised the gun to his head again and sadly smiled at me with a few tears in his eyes. "Please Kay, please don't leave me alone. I need you, Kay, if you leave me I'll be alone, don't do this to me, please don't. Stay with me, we can try to ge

*13 year old Jennifer*"Kayden!!!" Jennifer screamed as she burst inside her house. She has received the call from the security guard saying that Kayden had arrived and he didn't look too good. Jennifer had to remind herself to give him a fair amount of money to keep what he saw to himself. She didn't want to bribe the guy but she knew better than to trust everyone, better safe than sorry.She had to leave Elliott and Sasha to reach home as quickly as she could. She thought Kayden was going out with his friends as he said, he told her not to worry about him. But she should have known better, she really should have.Jennifer found Kayden laying on the bathroom floor in a pool of his own vomit. He was pale and his lips had lost all colour, his face was wet with sweat. With her heart racing almost bursting out of her ribcage, Jennifer ran to Kayden and tried to shake him, to wake him up but he wouldn't respond."Kay!" She yelled his name as if it would miraculously wake him up, "Kayden!!

Richard's P.O.VNo matter how much you want time to go slowly,, it never really does. The weekend ended pretty quickly and Monday morning came with this strange aura and vibes that made me uneasy. I didn't want to get up but I had to.I am not going to college today, today I'd be going to bring Hannah from jail.Jennifer woke me up around 7 this morning to tell me she was going to college, I wish her good luck because she has a test but we both knew she was going to pass it. She kissed me and left with Ben.I could tell Ben was growing nervous. Since yesterday ,he has been avoiding to look at me and whenever Jennifer ask me something about today, Ben would look over at us with a worried look on her face. I understand a little more why he's being this way but I still wish he would trust me a little more. I guess this is why people say you shouldn't mess with your friend's relatives.With my heart beats getting more each second, I walk out of the Bus.Shit. I feel like I'm about to thro

Richard's P.O.V"Were you guys just talking?" I asked them. To think Jennifer and Hannah talking and being alone in the same room made me feel very anxious. Jennifer was trying to hide it but she looked angry while Hannah looked as happy as ever."Yes, I was waiting for you to come back and I saw her coming inside. I just wanted to explain to her. You told me this is her apartment right? Just wanted to make sure if it was okay for me to stay here until we find a place for us." Hannah said smiling at me so sweetly which was almost weird. I had to look away."Yes, well, I'm going to bed, goodnight." Jennifer left without even giving me a second glance. I'd be lying if I say it didn't sting."Where'd you go?" Hannah took a step towards me once Jennifer had left."Just out." I lied. I was looking for Jennifer, I went everywhere thinking she might be there, I went to Cindy's house, she told me she was at her home so I went to her parent's home and she wasn't there but the maid told me the

Richard's P.O.VIt has been almost two months since Hannah's been out. Things are getting pretty awkward because Hannah's patience was running out and she keeps on asking me why I wouldn't talk to her about 'us' or sleep in the same bed as her or refuse to kiss her. I could tell Jennifer was getting tired of hiding too, although I think having Hannah around has made her act different. Before we'd make out and it was pretty hot but now? She takes every single opportunity she can get to get me alone and have her way with me, I'm not complaining about that though. Although lately she's just kind of teasing me which irritates me but God, she does it so good, some times I don't think I'd be able to control myself. The other day we are in college, I had a free period, Jennifer didn't go to her class and the last thing I know, I'm being pushed into an empty classroom with Jennifer's hands all over me and I would have ripped her clothes off if I had more time.It was getting harder and harder