Todos os capítulos de The Alpha's mate: Capítulo 31 - Capítulo 40

During one of my depressive episodes, Ralph came to see me after I had rejected the third meal of the day refusing to eat anything.“ Why aren't you eating?” He asked me as I lay in bed turning my face away from him“ cause I'm not hungry,”“ You are a growing teenager and you need all the nutrients you can get. You need to eat,”I did not reply. He sighs at my silence, clearly already fed up with my attitude. “ You need to see a doctor, Willow. This behavior…its-its not normal,”I curl into myself and tighten my arms around myself. The thought of leaving the comfort of my room for some stranger to evaluate me sounded terrible. Does he think I'm crazy? Is that why he wants me to see some shrink?I turned to look at him, “ you think that I am not normal?”“ No! No, that is not what I meant.” He tried to explain, “You need help, Willow, I– I just want you to get better, and I don't think I am the right person to help to do that.”I hated the way he was speaking to me. Like I was some

When I woke up to an empty bed, I felt my heart drop, thinking that I dreamt it all up. I quickly got out of bed, spotting a little note on my nightstand. The writing on it was messy; it read: good morning sweetie, had a morning call, will see you later, with a funny face drawn beside it. I found myself smiling as I pulled out my phone to text him, taking a picture of the note and sending it to him.Me: you could have just texted meAlmost immediately he replies Dameon: I could have, but I guessed you would love the note.Me: I do I added a heart emoji to my message, giggling.  I felt like I was floating, I loved what I was feeling. Then I remembered that I had to go back to school as my suspension had ended. I quickly got ready for school.I wore a knitted striped sweater with jeans, humming to myself as I got ready.School was the usual whispers and stares, just that this time, it wasn't about what Felix did to me, but about what I did to Adam. 

I looked at my phone, hoping to see a text from Dameon, but there was still nothing. I was kind of disappointed.  I put the phone down, telling myself not to get my hopes high, and left to take a shower.When I got out of the shower, I decided to watch some movies before bed. As I was about to start the movie, I heard my phone ding with a message. I looked at it, lightening up as I stared at the contact name on the screen. Dameon: come outsideI wasted no time putting on my shoes and rushed downstairs, my heart pounding in my chest.I couldn't believe he came! I was nearly floating with happiness. I opened the door to see him standing by the porch steps, with his leather jacket and the familiar feeling of butterflies exploding in my stomach.“ You came,” I said excitedly “ I didn't forget,” he gave a small smirk, pulling something out of his pocket. A golden bracelet dangles in his hands.“ I uh, didn't have time to wrap it up, but…I made this for you,”

I rushed out of the house ignoring Lia's call, rushing back home. It was about a 15-minute walk from her place to my house. I looked at the sky, noting that it was getting darker.I put on my headphones listening to random music, trying to drown out the negative emotions but it was unsuccessful as I started sobbing by the time I got to the house. I was glad that Ralph was not at home because I didn't want him to worry about me as he had enough on his plate already.I wasn't even mad at Brianna, I was mad at myself for always ruining everything and now I had made sure that she wouldn't like to talk to me again, especially since I stole her crush. I just feel awful and I don't understand what Jake sees in me that he likes.I know Brianna doesn't know what my stepfather has instilled in me- that I am pathetic, worthless, disgusting- and that is even why I can't comprehend why Jake is attracted to me– this is all frustrating. I decided to just sleep it out, hoping that

“ What is your problem?” I asked him the moment we got to my room. “ Why don't you want me to go?”“ Because it is a wild party. I won't even go if it is possible.”“ Come on Dameon, I will be with Lia the whole time. Don't you trust me?”“ It's not you. It is the guys that will be there I don't trust,” his voice raises slightly.“ I'm not going to make the same mistake as with Felix if that's what you are thinking.”“ you did not make a mistake– that bastard took advantage of the situation,” he says. “How do you know that the guys there won't try the same thing.”“ Look, I'm going whether you like it or not. And if you are so worried, then come with us!”“ Fine, I will,” he replied stubbornly, his jaws clenched. With that settled, he left the room without another word. I took a few minutes to calm myself.I went back downstairs to get Lia, who I found Tristen ranting about how technology has ruined society. I rescued her, and when we finally got