Semua Bab Luna's Revenge : Bab 91 - Bab 100

SELENE“Excuse me,” I said coldly and then I was stepping past Nancy and brushing her shoulder like she was nothing more than an obstacle in my way.Going back to my room was the best option right now…I have no idea why I left the safety of it in the first place.I could still feel eyes on me as I walked back to the room and sofas much as I wanted to run, wanted to shut myself in and escape the prying eyes that felt like they were digging deep into me and uncovering all my secrets, I didn't run.I walked slowly as I kept the bored expression on my face, acting like their stares did not bother me. Like I had not just had my heart ripped out and paraded through the hallways for every wolf in this godsforsaken pack to gawk at.My hands were steady, my steps were calm and I walked deliberately like my pride alone was enough to hold me upright despite the fact that I wanted to run…run away from the stares and whispers.I did not glance over my shoulder or react to any of the whispers still

TIBETTristan froze the moment I asked the question and his eyes met mine, and for a split second I saw a flicker of sorrow crossed his face…but then, just as quickly as it passed, it was gone so fast that I thought I imagined it and was replaced by the cold guarded Alpha mask he had perfected over the years.A lesser man might have backed off, but I wasn’t just anyone. I was his brother. And he might be stubborn, but I was worse. His silence did not mean that I would not get any answer out of him, it just meant it would be difficult…but not impossible.And so I crossed my arms and did not look away. “I’m not leaving until you give me something, Tristan.”“I do not want to talk about it,” he said, his tone clipped and cold.“Well, you will have to give me something,” I replied calmly. “Because it's not everyday I see my brother's mate and his ex girlfriend having a verbal altercation in the hallway, one step away from tearing each other’s throats out. So unless this is some new kind o

SELENEI stood motionless, one hand still hovering near the doorknob, the other balled into a fist at my side. My fingers were trembling despite the fact that I tried to reassure myself that I was fine.Fine…that was the lie I kept whispering in my head like a prayer I no longer believed in.What was Tibet doing here? Why did he want to talk to me? What did he want? I did not have the energy for another person to attack me today and I did not have the strength to be accused or pitied or lectured either.Maybe Tristan had told him everything and he was here to call me a monster too and gloat about how he was right about me from the start? I thought to myself bitterly.The thought turned my stomach and I clenched my jaw to keep myself from throwing up the little food I had forced down earlier.If Tibet was here to call me a monster too and to say I didn’t deserve Tristan, or this pack, then he could keep it. I had heard enough from Nancy already and I was already breaking. Any more and

SELENE I could hear the questions, confusion and disbelief in Tibet’s voice, and it surprised me more than it should have…Tristan really hadn’t told him anything?I let out a slow, shaky breath and turned away, my eyes drifting toward the window even though I wasn’t really staring at anything. It was all just a blur of shapes and colors and movement, none of it really registered in my head as my thoughts were too loud and messy to make space for the world outside.“Tristan was not wrong, you know,” I said quietly. “When he called me a monster.”I heard Tibet shift on the couch beside me, like he was going to say something, but I didn’t let him, I just continued…“But if you want to know how I turned into one,” I continued, my voice barely above a whisper, “we’ll have to start from the very beginning.”And then I opened my mouth and started talking, and somehow the words started to spill out like floodgates finally snapping open after being shut for a while.I knew Tristan had probab

SELENE“I remember how much you used to push yourself to patrol…I used to think it was just because you and Tristan were fighting and you were just ignoring him, but it was because you were trying in your own way to protect the pack members….” Tibet gave me a faint smile before he continued.“Maybe it’s just because I’m able to look at the situation logically and I’m not blinded by my emotions like Tristan is. His protectiveness over the pack and his love for you… those are two overwhelming forces constantly clashing inside him. That’s probably why he reacted the way he did…I do not blame him though.” He shrugged.I nodded slowly. “Neither do I, despite the fact that it hurts and I wish things were different.” I knew why Tristan said the things he did and I understand it, but that didn't stop my heart from breaking as those words repeated in my head over and over again.Changing the topic, I drew in a slow trembling breath and said…. “Now, you wanted to know what Xercer wants from me