Lahat ng Kabanata ng Rejected By Everyone: Accepted By Ruthless Alpha : Kabanata 131 - Kabanata 140

Monika Pov's .I was looking at those broken pieces of glass, feeling my heartbeat getting slower and my breathing becoming heavier. I was losing control over my emotions. The worst part is I know I'm overthinking but I couldn't help myself."Moon" I turned when I heard Ryan's voice. He was looking at me, widening his eyes, and then he looked down at the broken pieces of glasses."What is happening over here?" He asked and walked towards me, looking at me anxiously. I look at him and then at the shattered glasses."Moon... I was working in my office when I felt sudden pain and anxiety. I understood it was your emotions and rushed over here. Is everything okay?" He asked, checking me from top to toe to see if I had accidentally hurt myself. I averted my gaze from him, unable to speak and sweating because of my anxiety attack."You're having a panic attack" he gasped and pulled me into a hug."Shh... Relax.. I'm with you.. Whatever is bothering you, share with me. We will handle it tog

Monika Pov's . I lay down on the bed, shedding tears nonstop. I don't know why I was feeling so heartbroken. "Because his words were proving Jennifer right" Anika sobbed. I frowned and sat straight. "What do you mean?" I asked. "I don't know but I feel like he didn't move on from Jenny. He still loves her," Anika replied. Her words broke my heart, and the fact that she was always being right in the past was enough for me to trust her. I covered my face with a pillow while crying my heart out. I don't know how many hours I shed my tears, until someone knocked on the door, forcing me to stop crying and sit straight. I wiped my tears and rubbed my face to look normal before getting up to open the door. To my surprise, a maid was standing there with a flower bouquet in her hand. "Alpha, send this for you", she said with a mild smile. I forced a smile on my lips and took the bouquet from her hand. She bowed her head and left. I opened the note attached to it. "I'm sorry for hurtin

Monika Pov's . I was looking at myself in the mirror. Ryan has arranged a special dinner for us at his favourite place. It was his birthday, but he was giving me a surprise, saying he wanted to make the night special for both of us. I blushed remembering how he expressed his desire with his words. "He is going to get a hard bone after seeing us in this dress", I muttered and bit my lower lip, seeing my reflection in the mirror. I wore a red dress which showed my curve so perfectly with a little deep cleavage and a slit at the side. I put on light make-up with dark red lipstick, and curled my hair from below. He is going to get crazy today. I picked the long black jacket and wore it to cover my dress as I wanted to reveal my look after we reached the destination. Before that, I wanted him to stay in suspense. "What the" I cursed when my eyes went to the clock, realising I'm half an hour late from the time that Ryan gave me. Surprisingly, he didn't even come to check on me or to pi

Monika Pov's .I read that message again and again, then looked outside. It was already dark. It means I have only a few hours before my daughter comes here. I sat on the bed, breathing heavily. I was panicking with the thought of my daughter seeing me in pain, or seeing the distance between her father and me. She will break down if she gets to know how her father still loves his ex, not me. I kept my hand on my chest, feeling like everything was slipping from my hand like sand. "What should I do now?" I thought and took out the tablet for my panic attack from the side drawer. I took them all in one go. I was shivering and breathing heavily, but at the same time, I was sweating. "I-- I need to talk to Ryan. I will not let my and Ryan's differences come in front of our daughter.Her little heart will get broken. No... I need to pretend everything is fine in front of her. I can't lose it like this... I can't," I mumbled to myself and took a deep breath to calm myself. Thankfully, af

Monika Pov's .I was waiting for Ryan downstairs, in the hall, fidgeting with my fingers and tapping my foot anxiously. My heart was beating at a slower speed. Despite taking the tablets, I wasn't able to calm down. It was like nothing worked when it came to my feelings towards him. "Moon" I closed my eyes when I heard Ryan calling me. He finally showed up after half an hour. I took a deep breath and opened my eyes before turning my head to look at him. He just came outside after taking a shower and wearing clothes. He didn't even dry his hair, which made his shirt also get wet, making him look so hot. "What am I thinking?" I grunted and cursed myself for adoring him even in this situation. Tears welled up in my eyes as my fake strong persona started to fade when he looked at me with those eyes which always deceive me into believing he cares for me.He rushed towards me and knelt in front of me. He kept his one hand over my hand and the other on my cheek, caressing it with his thum