Niccola FairchildA couple of months change everything. I don’t feel like I’m constantly bracing anymore. My body feels like it belongs to me again, stronger, steadier, less raw. Motherhood hasn’t become easy, but it has become familiar. I know Aiden’s cries now, the difference between hunger and boredom and the small, offended sound he makes when the world doesn’t move fast enough for him.I know myself again too. That’s how I end up sitting across from Steph at a quiet restaurant tucked between two galleries in the city, sunlight slanting through tall windows, the noise of Manhattan muted into something almost gentle. We chose this place carefully, private entrance, discreet staff, no visible photographers hovering outside like vultures.Still, the press has been relentless lately. Every outing feels strategic. Every movement is measured. Aiden stays home today, safe with Cole’s mother, and even that feels like a luxury. Steph stirs her drink and smiles at me.
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