ELAINE. I stood in my birthday suit in front of the mirror in the guest bathroom and stared at myself for the first time since the kidnapping. My pregnancy bump was bigger, and between the one million hours of sleep, and Mama Mia feeding me like an animal going to slaughter, I was also fatter. My bruises had mostly faded, and I had a bullet scar on my chest, which scared me. I still remember the shock of that day, and sometimes I'm still so scared to close my eyes Since the kidnapping incident, Nik had gotten so much more paranoid and he was constantly on edge about something. Yesterday, I caught him yelling at Mama Mia about something I didn't understand, and the poor old woman had just looked at him appalled in tears. My grandfather had been trying to reach me too, and he must have gotten wind of our return because the calls from strange numbers have become more frequent. Sometimes I wonder if we will have the normal grandfather, grandchild relationship, and eve
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