Semua Bab The Lycan King’s Favorite Breeder: Bab 81 - Bab 90

Lucinda's POV.Two weeks later, I was out of the Pack clinic, and most importantly, I was out of anywhere that could cause me issues which included dealing with myself and everything that I represented.I had been living in some kind of subjection, refusing to come mainstream and hoping that I was able to hide my identity. I honestly didn't want to be in any category of people who needed some help whatsoever.When Martin came my way, I felt a little refreshed because this boy was a wealth of knowledge. He and marvis I didn't know who exactly wielded more, but I was certainly leaning towards this young boy who looked like he had a broader scope about life and didn't judge as long as you were able to do your thing and he did his, without anyone clashing. It was refreshing to watch and to abide by, because at a point it was beginning to get burdensome for me to get anybody to come and kind of figure out that you need some relaxation. It was almost as though they couldn't understand t

Lucinda's POV. I refused to come out of my room most of the time and communicated with all my preferences through Abigail who made sure that I didn't lack anything because she wanted me to desperately beat all the people who had said something negative about me ascending the throne. At first I was not interested. When I realized what was at stake I figured that I needed to make myself proud first and then deal with the other people in a way that they would never have imagined so that was my major goal. "I already have an idea of what this is going to be about but I don't want to have the discussion about it. Can my preferences be respected?" I said immediately Abigail entered my room and with a small smile that showed that she was guilty about something.Abigail had the audacity to shrug, before coming up with an answer that she probably thought was going to suffice. "As much as I would have loved to pretend like it wasn't true, I'm sorry it is and I think this is the best time to

Lucinda's POV. His eyes widened in shock as he tried to make sense of what exactly was going on in his presence. I was a hundred percent sure that he never expected me to be so vocal about my needs but what kind of person would I be if I was keeping such things quiet because of how scared I was? It was scandalous how women were supposed to tame their desires so that they didn't look like they were some sort of person when men were giving the ability to express themselves. "You want me?" He blinked again in shockers though he could not believe his ears and this time I began to feel embarrassed for myself because now I was sounding like a wanton woman. "I believe I didn't stutter the first time. We are supposed to produce a child aren't we?" "Of course we are, but I'm just a little skeptical about how you intend for this to go because I have no idea whatsoever of what is going on. Unless you come out and tell me what I should expect I would still be in the dark, so what should I d

Lucinda's POV.This was the first time that I could safely say that I experienced a panic attack and I didn't know how to come out of it unless I saw the man that I had started falling in love with without abandon return to me in perfect health. It was almost as though I was dreaming at how much I had become so consumed by his entire being and wanted him to be here with me forever. I wanted nothing to separate us and make me begin to panic and looking for him all around and hoping that we were able to come back together. Abigail knocked on my door and I immediately went to open the door. "Please do not tell me that he has been injured." I begged refusing to even look ashamed of myself because this was a lot for me to handle Killian had always run away from problems so I wasn't used to facing pack issues but I knew that this man in question wouldn't back down and we definitely wouldn't succumb to whatever they wanted him to do therefore leading to more fights that could probably lea

Lucinda's POV. I kind of liked everything that was going on and especially how much he was doting on me, but at the same time, I began to question myself. What if Killian showed up any time soon and started to claim ownership of his children? I knocked out the thought immediately, it got into my brain because no way would ever happen. I just didn't believe it and was trying to wait for some time before I would be able to come up with an answer. Some people might have thought that I had everything figured out, but that was entirely false. I knew absolutely nothing, and under the guidance of Abigail, I could tell that I had become a better version of myself, but that wasn't still enough for me to claim that I had full knowledge of what was going on right here. It was almost as though somebody still had to push me forward so that I could grasp it fast. My door opened rudely, and I was greeted by the sight of Amelia and Alexia. It was overwhelming to see them coming over to my spac