DEREK Long after Nate had driven off with his new found damsel, which I can bet all four limbs that they would not last long, I still stand in the same spot, staring at the door and desperate to knock. The one I had seen earlier, even though I didn’t see her face clearly, there was an aura about her that seemed all too familiar. I am, for the first time in a year, allowing myself be desperate enough to search for her. Just like I was desperate to fuck her the first night I saw her, and I was desperate to keep her even though it was against the law, hence putting her in trouble. That trouble is the reason I haven’t looked for her all these while. I couldn’t bring myself to put her through that hell again. But today, even if it turns out not to be her, which I’m certain it is, even if she turns me back, hurling every bit of painful words at me every of which I deserve, I still want to clear every bit of doubt in my mind by confirming. With this newfound resol
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