Semua Bab Dangerous Love: Bab 111 - Bab 120

Killian,Father walked to where I was still holding Jemma and he patted his head trying to comfort her then he pulled her into his embrace and whispered to her.“I have promised you little one that I will never let anyone hurt you as long as you are under my care. So be at ease, Jemma. I’m used to see you strong.”Jemma sniffled a little as she cried and then she buried her face into his chest and he hugged her tighter as he pulled her up to her feet then headed to the metal door.But he didn’t leave before he gave my brother a stern look telling him that he will punish for this shit he pulled.“You think you have escaped him, Misha? He has been watching you making sure that you are alive and safe while he dealt with some shit back home. He was waiting for the right time to get you back but then you met this British man and played around which made him mad, Misha and this doesn’t look good for you. You have seen him, Misha and you know how petty he is. And he has become worse after w

Jemma,“Jemma, I’m sorry for everything. I know that you are lying and you don’t feel ok but you are trying to comfort me or at least calm me down so I won’t do something stupid. Please come back I want to be with you, I don’t want you to go through this all alone.”My friend said and I sniffled as well, she is the best friend I have ever had. Not even the ones in the states treated me like this and I’m really grateful.I ended the call with her after I promised that I will take her calls and never disappear again.And after that I put on some slippers and just went downstairs in my sleeping gown. I was tired, hungry, annoyed and that damn headache was killing me.But when I reached the kitchen I want to scream because Conal was there hitlering the staff as they stood in front of him shaking in fear.“Look today isn’t the day ok, please could you all be quiet for a moment and would you please get me something for this headache? I feel like someone is smashing my head with a hammer.”I

Jemma,I didn’t continue the question but I knew he understood what I was asking about. So I just wrapped my arms around my knees and waited for him patiently.I know I shouldn’t but I was so curious about it. Because from the looks of it her death wasn’t something they anticipated. It happened so sudden and she was taken away from them.When he took so long I was about to open my mouth and tell that he doesn’t have to tell me and I’m sorry to even ask but he spoke first.“That year we went to the states. I had some work and she wanted to come to spend some time with her friends. So I said yes because this wasn’t the first time we have done it. But then someone went wrong with my work and she got killed after I was done, it was a hit on me and she was collateral to them. My eldest was around sixteen and he decided to stay home with his brother. And even though I was hurt as well I knew they suffered more than me, but he stepped up and run the business instead. He suppressed it all and

Killian,I stopped in my tracks when I saw her.She was standing in front my father’s closed office doors and just looked at the door blankly.Her hand raised a couple of times to knock on the door then she dropped it. It looked comical and sad at the same time.Right now she looked like a small little girl who the entire world weighed her down and it broke me to see her like because it was my doing.I took a couple of steps toward her then stopped. It has been a while since I held her in my arms or even talked to her.But now after the engagement announcement I can’t bring myself to face her. So I have been avoiding her ever since.I have nothing to tell her at this point. The truth is I’m just a pitiful coward. I should have fought my father when he spoke about family and duty.I shouldn’t have yield. But for now I will do what he asks but not for long. I won’t marry Nora and I will never leave Jemma.Jemma raised her hand again and just stood there like a statue doing nothing so I

Jemma,“What the fuck is wrong with men and their ego? All of them think that the world is just orbiting around them.”I cursed under my breath then kicked the table. I have sitting here for more than an hour glaring and sneering at anyone who dares to look my way.Seriously why am I so unlucky when it comes to men? Is it that they are all like this or it is just me who happen to find the trash?I mean is this my damn type I am as sick as them? Because I don’t have any explanation for all what is happening to me.It is like I am a magnet to just sick twisted asshole men. But no I didn’t choose Killian and I definitely didn’t choose that sick motherfucker Renzo.I mean it is not my damn fault, so what the hell is wrong with the men around the damn world?I’m done, I had enough of all this shit, I should consider turning lesbian. At least being in a relationship with a woman will spare me all this drama.She will understand my feeling and mood swings. She will understand what I am going